Thought I ran into you down on the street 

Then it turned out to only be a dream

I made a point to burn all of the photographs 

She went away and then I took a different path

I remember the face but I can't recall the name

Now, I wonder how whatsername has been

*****

Russia's POV

I breathed in, putting my hands to my sticky face I repeated to myself 'Forget her, forget her, forget her' I'd forced myself into that mindset ever since she left. After many days of that mantra I forgot the one who I once loved, all I remember is her face, 'her face, her face, that's all you should remember Ivan!'

*****

Seems that she disappeared without a trace 

Did she ever marry old what's his face?

I made a point to burn all of the photographs

She went away and then I took a different path

I remember the face but I can't recall the name, 

Now, I wonder how whatsername has been

******

Curling up on my bed, my eyes started watering, i couldn't, I just couldn't do it anymore. I can't force myself to forget my precious sunflower. I want no i NEED her, I have no idea why I said those terrible things to her. I have no clear idea WHY i would hit someone like her, so fragile, so delicate, so....weak. It's like killing a mocking bird, it's a sin on all levels. 

******

Remember, whatever 

It seems like forever ago

Remember, whatever 

It seems like forever ago

****

Clutching the letter she wrote for me, I held it; balled up in my fists. Opening it I see the crumpled paper with ink that's becoming wet again because of the salty tears i'm dropping on it. Holding it close to me, mumble to....myself, wishing that she was here to listen to my weeps and begs of forgiveness, "I'm sorry, i'm sorry, please forgive me Мой подсолнух"

***

The regrets are useless in my mind

She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless in my mind
She's in my head
So long ago 

  And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time  

*****

Looking at the bottom of the paper I see the only ink that wasn't smudged was her name, (Y/N) (L/N). Laying on my back, I breathed in, trying to gain my composure. I need to find her, and i need to tell her all the things I desperately need to tell her, I know...

******

Forgetting you but not the time

***** 

I need to tell her I love her above all else in the world