I mentioned this in an earlier part I think, but my best friend was engaged to her boyfriend and they just got married!!! And I'm genuinely so happy for them. They've been dating since like elementary/middle school and they were finally able to tie the knot this morning!!! And it was just a small courthouse thing in front of a judge, not like a "proper" wedding because, ya know, covid. 

But I kinda found out about it on Instagram like 2 seconds ago. Like I've known she was engaged since she got engaged in early October. But then she texted me last night asking for our friends address so her fiancee could pick her up and take her to their apartment, and I was like "oh sweet, they're gonna go hang out." Which is fine cause I don't need to be included in everything and I've hung out with each of them separately so why shouldn't they get to do the same, ya know? 

And yeah, they were going to go hang out. But she was hanging out with them so she could go to their wedding this morning.

That shit kinda hurted when I found out, cause like, I was talking to you last night and you didn't think to even tell me you were getting married in the morning???? And back in October, she had asked me if I wanted to go to the courthouse with her and I said yes, but now????

And I'm kinda really upset about this ngl. I'm not gonna like tell her that, because like it's her wedding, and she's allowed to invite whoever she wants to be the witness and I'm not gonna make her feel bad for not asking me.

But since I don't wanna make her feel bad or guilt trip her or whatever (because that would be fucked up) I'm saying all my shit here lmao. 

I'm fine and not upset or crying or anything :))))))

(when you introduce your friends to each other and they become better friends with each other than they are with you. hahahahahahahahaha ouch)