Y'all know that feeling like you're actually relaxing. 100% at ease. You got a youtube video, or a show, or movie pulled up and you're just at peace. And that feeling of do I have homework? comes up and initially you say no, but then you panic for a moment wait, do I have homework? and you assure yourself that you know you don't, but you can't get the thought out of your head. 

So you go and check your agenda/planner (or canvas/schoology/google classroom) to double and triple check with yourself that you actually can be relaxing right now? Then when you see that there are no assignments you get the hit of relief (or if there is an assignment: increased panic and oh fuck). 

But whatever the answer, that feeling of Do I have homework? goes away and you either go back to watching whatever and relax, you do your homework, or you go back to watching whatever while knowingly avoiding homework. 

Is this relatable? 

Anyways. 

I get that feeling a lot. Cause I'll just be chilling and watching a youtube video or a stream and my brain decides to go: You have homework you need to be doing right now. 

And it's super frustrating because there's literally no possibility of me having homework because I. Am. No. Longer. In. School.

I physically cannot have any homework.

I will not have homework for almost a year.

Yet my brain can't seem to comprehend that for some stupid as fuck reason. And it's super fun panicking over Oh my god, do I have an essay due?!?!?!

Like, no???? You stupid bitch??? 

Shut the fuck up and go back to listening to Your City Gave Me Asthma you dramatic ass hoe