I thought I had my life all put together after tour. It was where my heart desired to be: home. All was calm, and all seemed to be turning the right way. My ability to create grew much stronger, with nothing standing before me.

But what I didn't know was that these coming days would be the worst in my life. A black hole of overwhelming fear, depression, and anxiety pulled away all of my ability to create with it's devious claws.

     One week in my shoes, and one week in my terrible, train wreck of a mind is about to be relived. This one week in my life was the most grim, but it was the most compelling experience I had ever been through.

"Hesitant Alien: A Tale of Gerard Way's Madness" coming soon.