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The story we're featuring today is about love. Falling in love can be both beautiful and painful. So when a relationship does not end up well, what can one do to move on? That's a hard question, and we believe it is very much a personal answer. But there's a saying we want to share with anyone in the same situation : "out of sight out of mind". And maybe filling your mind with good stories here on Wattpad might help, hehe!

So around 2-3 Months ago, me and my (now) ex broke up. He was my first love ever. But ever since then, All I've gotten was negative info from him.Apparently, when we started dating last year (Oct. 28) He had a crush before we got together. Let's hide her name to Tia. She and he apparently has "something" said by friends, and teachers. That made my 1st reason. 

Then, I'm now overthinking every night if he ever truly loved me, or loved me out of pity?It's a shame, too. Our love story was so cute. We met in seventh grade and that was in school year 2021-2022. We were just classmates then. At school year 2022-2023, We became classmates again. At that year, everything shifted. Unknowingly, I was his crush, and he was my first crush. Around December 2022, Our Mutual feelings kept growing (And I wasn't aware yet, I just overthinked) Then I confessed to him using a dump account called Du Mp.At first, I tried talking to him but I couldn't bring myself to do it put of shyness. He then asked me on my main account if I knew whose account it was and I just played dumb. Then, when we were at the recognition, Some of our classmates kept giving him confession letters. He apparently denied all of them, because I was his crush. 

 Now at school year 2023-2024, This is when it changed. I loved him to the point it hurts, so I confessed. I used another dump called Sec Ret. He immediately clocked who I was, and then we started talking. He even made a dump account just so me and him could talk properly. So then, We became a couple and then we had an issue last May this year.It was an issue between the two sections of our school in the ninth grade. My (past) bf wanted to help me because I was the leader of a huge group project. But he was at the other section, and me on the other. So they agreed to help, but it only causes us an issue, Which almost led me to change sections. But in the end, we just went to the guidance. (I still feel guilty because the issue happened because of me.) That was the point when I knew how much he loved and cared for me. His supposedly crush before became his enemy too. 

Now around the start of June/July, We broke up because I had thought I was losing feelings. In the end, I wasn't. I won't lie here and say I haven't missed him, Because I do (if that makes sense). His pride was too high and now I don't like his attitude anymore. I now hate his personality because it changed throughout the ninth grade because of his trashy friends.So back to my point, Apparently he and Tia has "something" now. He said I was his greatest love but he moved on for what? A week? Last time (Around last week of August) he even said he missed me.Looking back, I was too blinded with love to the point I never saw his obvious flaws.

So can I ask everyone some advice? How could I move on from my First love because I hate this feeling.