Mistakes

Ship: ZIT
TW: Depression, self-harm (cutting), blood
Sorry for the excessive ZIT but I feel as if it doesn't get enough attention and I just keep having ideas for them pop into my head. I'll try to have more diversity in the chapters soon. Also I couldn't think of a good title for it, sorry!
Hope you enjoy!
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Tango was arguing with his boyfriends. Okay, it was more of them yelling with him occasionally butting in. He felt as if the two were only yelling at him, well that was half true. Zedaph was reprimanding both of the two while Impulse was yelling at him for joining the G Team.

"Why did you guys even get involved?!" Zed asked/yelled at the two. "They involved me! I had no other choice!" Impulse retorted defensively. Tango decided it would be a good idea to try and lighten the mood, "I have a G in my name, it's obvious why I had to join." He chuckled.

There was a moment of silence and the demon felt two pairs of eyes glaring at him before they started shouting at him. Great, now they were both yelling at him. He sighed, "I'm sorry, I though it would be fun. I didn't know it would cause this rift in our relationship..."

Impulse looked at him before he abruptly stood up, "Zed, you don't understand! He," he pointed at Tango, "robbed the Stock Exchange! This is his fault!" Tango gasped and Zedaph stared silent, listening intently. "Impy, I-" The brunet cut him off, "No! You don't get it, you always ruin everything or butt in where you aren't needed or wanted. Well I'm done!"

Tango fell silent and Zed yelled "Impulse!" Impulse seemed to realize what he'd said but it was too late. Before either male could say another word, Tango had bolted and flew away.

He landed at his base but decided it would be better to log off and go onto his home server to avoid any of the other hermits. He went to his house once he got to his home server and searched around, finding what he needed, a small thin piece of metal. He stared at it and brought it up to his wrist. He left deep cuts that were varying in size, some small and some large. The new cuts covered and overlapped some older ones that were scabbed over and light scars.

His sickly sweet smile seemed almost... Contented as he watched the red liquid trail down his arm. He gasped, his trance-like state broken as he felt his communicator vibrate against his hip where it was clipped to his pants.

He looked and saw that he had many messages from Zed and Impulse, but that wasn't what made it vibrate as he had set his communicator so it would send messages silently. His Ruby eyes widened as he saw that the two had joined his home server, forgetting that he'd given them permission to his home server.

He washed his wrist and wrapped bandages around it and walked out of his bathroom, making sure to clean up any blood and his razor was put up.

He heard three swift hard knocks on his door that belonged to only one person and he walked over to it, pulling his sleeve down over his arm to cover the angry red lines. He opened the door and saw his two boyfriends- could he still call them that?- standing there. The brunet looking anywhere but him and the other blond staring at him with slightly red-rimmed eyes, as if he'd been crying.

"Hey, Tango... Can we come in?" The Brit asked nervously and Tango noticed his voice was hoarse and he knew that Zed had been crying.

He thought for a moment before moving aside and letting them in. Impulse spoke first, "I'm really sorry Tango, I was worked up with trying to get everything ready with Team Star and-" He was cut off when the demon gave a self-deprecating laugh, "No Impulse, you were right, I always ruin everything and butt in where I'm not wanted. I should just leave everyone alone... Shouldn't I?" He brought a hand up to his eyes and wiped unshed tears from them.

Zed and Impulse looked at each other worriedly at the implications before noticing the blond's sleeve had fallen up his arm and they could see the they could see the edges of fresh cuts covered by bloody bandages on his arm. They simultaneously gasped and remembered Tango telling them about his depression and self-harm when they first started dating.

He had told them about the scars, and showed them, but they'd thought it was a thing of the past. To see Tango relapse made them-mainly Impulse- feel guilty that they cause him to do it.

Impulse reached forward, grabbed the blond's wrist and pulled up the sleeve in one swift motion. Both he and Zedaph felt tears fill their eyes as Impulse unraveled the shoddily wrapped bandages and saw cuts along the pale male's arm up his entire forearm, some were still bleeding.

Zedaph let out a sob and Impulse pulled the red-eyed male into a tight hug. "Tango, why would you do that? You told us that you'd quit before we even started dating." Did him snapping at Tango and Zed's yelling at them affect him that much?

He pulled away from the hug and saw the demon avert his gaze, sharp canine teeth digging into his bottom lip. "I... For a lack of better words, I'm really... Sensitive. Any thing gone wrong could send me into a panic or over the edge." I know you were just worked up earlier but... It hurt. I-I felt as if I wasn't good enough and all those thoughts of the past came rushing back. I didn't mean to do it but I had to do something to ease that tension felt as if I deserved it. As if I had done something wrong."

Impulse and Zedaph felt worse as he told them that. They knew that it was their fault their demon had relapsed. Impulse brushed back the golden curls and kissed the shorter's forehead, gently scratching the base of the red horns.

"I am so sorry baby, we should have talked this out instead of letting this stress and tension fester. We pushed you to this point and if anything more would have happened, we could only blame ourselves." Tango's eyes went wide and he buried his face into Impulse's chest, inhaling the brunet's scent.

Zedaph walked over to the two and wrapped his arms around Tango's torso. He peppered kisses across the demon's face, jaw, and neck. Zed sighed, "I'm sorry too Tango, I shouldn't have been so hard on you. I was worried that this whole civil war thing would year us apart, but in the process I was tearing us apart. Impulse is right, we pushed you to this point and I don't know if you will or even should forgive us."

Tango hugged both of them, wrapping one arm around each of them. He pulled back and kissed Impulse and then Zedaph.

"Impy, Zed, what you guys did wasn't cool and it did make me relapse but I know you guys feel bad and didn't mean what you said. It'll take some time to make up for it but I do forgive you guys and I still love you."

The two softly smiled and Impulse grabbed Tango's hand. "Well, how about we start making it up to you now. We can do whatever you want to, how does that sound?" Tango smiled and modded at Impulse. "So what do you want to do first?"

Tango grabbed Zedaph's hand with his other hand, running out of the house to do whatever he wanted to do with the loves of his life.
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Woof, 1260 words. I've been working on this since Friday, trying to revise it and get it to my liking. Hope you guys liked it!
Thanks again dudes, Bama out!

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