𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒂/𝒃𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒂, 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒓𝒑𝒇

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕: 𝟏.𝟐𝟑𝟐

"Come on, just do it X!"

False was way too eager over seeing Xisuma's true face. He never showed it to anyone before, and it was for a good reason. One by one, each hermit would reveal who they really are in real life. Some, like Iskall isn't what they had expected to look like in person and others like Grian wasn't a big surprise (Hell, even the real names of the hermits was more of a shocker).

Xisuma likes to keep things to himself though, sometimes he would doubt if people would only watch him because he's attractive and therefore a feeling that he wasn't comfortable with showing his true self.

"I'm sure all of us are ugly as well so?" Wels laughed, his mic was constantly cutting off but it made the other hermits laugh. The call itself was alive, being in the real world was kind of a pain to say the least. The hermits had each other, they can all be free with each other while still caring for one another.

Biffa takes a shot from his glass, they were still laughing and playing well, Minecraft. Although, Biffa was thinking of something else. In the past weeks, there was an occurence in Biffa's mind that he was in fact attracted to men and women. Maybe all genders, he doesn't care the point was he thought Xisuma's voice was cute enough.

The two were the oldest members in Hermitcraft (not age wise, TFC would probably get upset), so it was no surprise as to Xisuma having a close relationship with Biffa. They grew together, as friends and became closer. It was only in this season that Biffa began to realise how much he loved Xisuma, from his soft spoken voice back in 2012 to his now more enthusastic one.

His heartstrings were pulling when Xisuma giggled, he can be adorable for an old British man. "Fine, you guys asked for this."

Wait, what? Biffa thought to himself, almost choking on his shot glass. Fuck, he was really going to do it.

Xisuma had no idea what went through his mind while doing this but, he had to do it. Revealing himself was hard, but the hermits curiousity was enough for Xisuma to just
get over and done with.

Grian's voice chimed, the sounds of his mouse rapidly clicking. "Holy shit, he's going to do it!"

"Shut up Grian!" Iskall said in a drunkish tone, falling off the platform of cobblestone he built while drunk.

There was more chatter, so then Xisuma clicked on the option of video cam. His camera popped open. A massive sound of cheering, mainly because most of the hermits were drinking too much. False was crying out of happiness, Iskall on the floor and Mumbo, well confused that Grian, his boyfriend is cheering loudly while his cats were on top of him.

If you could ask Biffa as to what Xisuma looked like, he most likely won't tell you. In fact, that night was forgotten by most of the hermits as it Xisuma only waved at the camera and amusely smiling before turning it back off.

Nobody knows who he really does look like, but to Biffa he was more often so than a ray of sunshine. His hair was a lighter brown, the way his eyes would shine briefly. From his smile to how clean his room was, Biffa was amazed as to how he was able to keep his face a secret similar to Etho even. But even then, Xisuma wasn't an extraordinary person either.

Maybe Biffa hasn't had these moments where he truly felt happy. Making videos sure and visiting the Hermitcraft server constantly but, it was Xisuma's face. Attractiveness doesn't hit Biffa's love spot, it was the personality that did. The fact that although Xisuma was busy, Biffa still loved it when Xisuma was able to greet him when he saw Biffa hanging around.

Biffa logged into Minecraft again for the first time in a few months, hoping that the Hermits dosed off to sleep again. It was only him this time, the peacefulness of this server. He walked around Hermitvile, he immedietly went to his base to find on his letterbox, pink tulips. Everywhere.

Confused, Biffa then saw the yellow text.

xisuma has joined the game

Biffa smiled, his heart beating a little faster as clichè as it sounded. Xisuma was in front of him, doing a little jump to show his excitement of seeing him.

A message popped up.

xisuma: do you like pink tulips, biffa? < 3

biffa2001: i do

biffa2001: sorry about tonight, the hermits were drunk af and i feel like they presured you.

xisuma: it's ok biffa, i'm comfortable with it now :)

xisuma: :(

Biffa raised an eyebrow, a sad emoticon instead from Xisuma.

xisuma: i want to meet you, but i'm scared

xisuma: scared of what would everyone else would think of me

Xisuma began to walk away, his avatar flying off. Biffa quickly grabs the rocket lauchers from his shulker box and proceeded to click on his mouse to follow him.

What are you talking about, X? Biffa was more worried, Xisuma wasn't usually like this.

They went pass Hermitville, to each members bases and finally to an island which their avatars landed on. It was near Scar's base, a small island where there were only a single jungle tree and glowstone on the floor.

Biffa's avatar moved up next to Xisuma's, he happened to stopped for a brief moment.

xisuma: i don't think i deserve you, biffa

xisuma: there's something wrong with me.

biffa2001: then what was the point of me staying in hermitcraft?

Another message popped up, only this time it was from Discord. Biffa clicked on it.

xisuma: if you ever leave hermitcraft, even if this is a stupid game or whatever

xisuma: i would do anything to see you again.

biffa: you made me feel complete

biffa: go sleep now, i know it's getting rough there for you

xisuma: listen man

xisuma: i guess it's not the perfect time to say this but

xisuma: i'm in love with you, im sorry if that was so sudden

Xisuma can see Biffa's on and off typing status, he knew that he would be homophobic over this. Hateful, disgust and neglect, Xisuma feared all of this from Biffa.

But something else had happened.

biffa: stop putting flowers on my base

His heart dropped.

biffa: it hurts that you're not here with me

xisuma: it hurts too

biffa: are you sure we'll meet?

xisuma: of course

xisuma: i love you

biffa: love you too

Suddenly, Xisuma went offline. Biffa also saw that he had left the game, which only leaves himself left in the server. His avatar noticed something, a sense that Xisuma had left another thing in his letterbox. He quickly flew over to the letterbox, out of the pink tulips that filled up the chest, there was a book. Usually, Mumbo would put these out to entertain the hermits with random horror stories but this wasn't Mumbo's.

It was Xisuma's.

No title, by Xisuma.

He opened the book,

with all my heart,

i love you, you old piece of shit.

i'm not good without you.

you know, i will never regret showing the drunk hermits my face, maybe it's because we got together.

see u new week, my angel.

signed, x