I haven't written anything. And I have basically no time in the next 3 weeks.

WELP. LETS DO THIS THEN.

1. What was the hardest thing you had to give up?

I honestly don't know... there are a lot of things that seem difficult in the moment. But if something changes in anything close to me then it is VERY difficult.

2. Why was it so hard?

I get attached to things and people REEEEEAAALLY easily. If I'm attached to it, it's difficult.

3. Have you ever been in a bad relationship?

Taking it all the way back to fourth through eighth grade, yes. There was a girl in my class who was very mean.

4. Why was it bad?

At that point in time, I didn't know how to stand up for myself. I was meek and quiet and studious, an easy target. The girl was consistently mean to me and others, half of the time acting like we were best friends and the other half giving me strange looks. But what really made it bad is the fact that she manipulated me. I enjoy making other people happy, and honestly I could never hurt anyone unless they really made me mad. When she made everyone else in my class mad in eighth grade, I didn't know why (I don't have Snapchat- the group chat where it happened was there. Also, people tended to forget about me). So I decided what would it hurt to sit with her while everyone else is ignoring her? She seemed grateful about my company, and kinda friendly. Not too long after she was back in her friend groups and being mean again.

We no longer go to the same school. Sometimes I wonder what she is up to, how she is doing, because she changed my life forever. I think I'd like to thank her. Because she was mean, because she did what she did and said what she said I have learned who I am. I have learned how to stand up for myself and others. Never again will she nor anyone else hurt me, because I am invincible. And to anyone reading this, you are too.

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I have done it. I have done the joke. YAY

-Fantasy