Hey y'all, since I haven't been feeling the best lately (both physically and mentally) I've decided to do something that always helps. Making others feel better. Sounds kinda silly if you don't think about it, but it makes quite a lot of sense. I won't go into detail, since it is 00:35 AM (don't blast me, I know some of y'all do the same thing), but it makes me feel better knowing that I made somebody else feel better. Let's go, shall we?

I would firstly like to say that if your in a relationship (be that romantic or not) and your not happy or if your uncomfortable, leave, if your not happy then don't try to fake it. This is something I deal with, as many of you know my ex wasn't the nicest when we dated, guilting me into staying threatening to kill himself if I left. Then there's my current friend, I don't really know why I'm staying by there side, they have pushed me away and the came back like nothing happened at least thrice by now, and I don't know what to do. On one hand we have nice conversations at times, but on the other hand she has made we want to do things I'm not proud of, and to add on to all of that she seems to not think before speaking. Like, "ah yes, it is super nice to hear you berate me for being a bad friend for only offering my help now and I will also totally gloss over your reason for being a bitch to me was because I was annoying, nothing wrong here! Just friends being friends!" So yeah, not the funnest of times. I don't even think she likes me, she's always so cold and uncaring to me nowadays.

Anyway, moving away from my not so fun times, it is important that you get people like this out of your life, they will do you more harm then good.

I fear not the man with an army, but the man with friends. Don't know where I got it from, might of just made it up, but I feel like it fits.

I don't think I have much more to say, I'm tired and I'm already falling asleep. So I'll see y'all in the next chapter.