Warnings: death,  suicide. Blood. Cussing.

Ship:non

Grian's POV

I stare deeply at the blood splatter on the ground where sam's body lays, I feel myself begin to laugh that slowly turns into sobs, "fuck you! Sam! We were friends! Why the fuck must you do this to me!" I shout as I let out a deep sob, "I didn't want to kill you......i-i...." I cut myself off as I stare at my bloody hands as I look over seeing taurtis laying down knife in heart.

 I stand slowly and begin to walk down the street as blood paints the side walks and grass, "O-oh god o-oh god I'm gonna d-die alone...." I mumble as I walk, I spot a gun and grab it and sit against the ground staring at the bodies, I let out a pitiful sob as I fire the gun.

I sit up quickly breathing heavily as I look around at my base, "it...it was just a dream..." I mumble to myself as my vision blurs and I stand weakly walking towards my bathroom and staring at my mirror.....I move the hair from infant of my forehead and stare at the gunshot scar, I laugh softly as I begin to sob and I fall against the wall hugging myself, "the ugliness of being a fool......" I mumble to myself as I hug myself.

Small chapter