Tara's pov.

I wake up to the light shining on my eye lids. I open my eyes to see the hospital wing in Hogwarts. The memories come flooding back and I look around hoping to see one person in particular only to see they are not here. Madam Pomfrey comes in and asks how I'm feeling. "I feel better, may I dress in my robes so I may head to class?" I ask her politely. She looks rather shocked at me for asking to leave so early. "I suppose dear as long as if you start feeling ill again you come strait to me, is that understood?" She replies sternly. I nod and she fetches my robes. I draw the curtain and change quickly. Once dressed I brush out my hair and head to class, braiding my hair as I go through the halls. I see some flowers and pick them, fitting them in my hair in the braid and I then head to class. I have potions with professor Slughorn. I find myself late for class and being scolded for it. "Pardon me professor, but I was in the hospital wing being treated, you see I was quite ill and now I am healthy again. That is why I was late I do apologise for disappointing you, but I could not have helped it, for it was not my fault" I explain slightly angry, my hands clenched to fists at my side. My anger flaring as the professor continued to yell at me for being late. I was ready to hit him and yet my supposed friends and family member did nothing to stop him. "Hermione! Help me!" I say deep early to her. She ignores me as if I'm not here. "HERMIONE JEAN GRANGER! Look at me, listen to me. Don't ignore me like I'm a ghost! Yeah I know we fought a few days ago but this is not how I deserve to be treated. God what did I ever do to you? LOOK AT ME!" I Yell to her. She continues to ignore me and tears streak down my face. I see Draco standing in the corner looking at me. His eyes hold sympathy then his face steels and I see his famous smirk plaster to his face. "FINE IF THIS IS HOW IM GOING TO BE TREATED MAYBE I SHOULD LEAVE! DIE PERHAPS! THEN MAYBE YOU WILL CARE! BUT I DOUBT IT FROM YOU THREE! I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME HARRY, HERMIONE AND RON!" I shout at the 'Golden Trio' the used to be a Quadro. I turned to professor Slughorn. "As for you professor you should treat your students with respect, not eh way you just treated me, like I was fucking dirt beneath your feet, even after I calmly explained why I was late" I spat at him, leaving the teacher bewildered by my sudden behaviour. With that I stormed out of the room and I had not even realised that I had grabbed my wand, it's intricately designed wood feeling light and rough in my hand. I slip it back into my robes and head to Hagrid's. I run through the castle and past Snape's classroom. He sees me and gives me a worried glance but I continue to run I hear his yell at one of his students. But I am too far off to hear what he says. I break through the arch and out into the open. The wind hitting me in the face like a ton of bricks. My tears falling rapidly as I run. The grass crunching under my feet. I finally reach Hagrid's hut and I knock on the door. I hear Fang barking from the inside. "Down fang" I hear Hagrid's deep gruff voice ring out. I find a little comfort in it but not much. Gut wrenching sobs escape my lips. Hagrid opens the door and sees me in the state I am. "Blimey Tara, what happened to yer? Come in 'ere" he says and ushers me inside. I sit on one of his large chairs and cry in front of him, not caring what he thought. "What happened?" Hagrid asks me worriedly. "I got sick a few days ago and was in the hospital wing. This morning I headed to my potions class with professor Slughorn and he scolded me for being late. I calmly explained why and he continued to yell at me for it. I turned to Hermione for help but she ignored me as if I wasn't there. Then Harry and Ron joined in treating me like I was invisible and I lost it, I yelled at them and nothing more. I didn't even realise that I had my wand in my hand at the time. I told off Slughorn as well after saying to the three of them that I may as well kill myself and see how they feel then" I explained hurriedly but clearly. Tears poured out of my eyes. Hagrid didn't really help me at all so I said a quick goodbye and left. I headed out into the forbidden forest where I met the centaurs. They gave me more comfort as I loved being near animals even if they were magical creatures. Even dragons seemed to not attack me for some unknown end reason. "Hello Tara, what are you doing in the forbidden forest?" One asked. "I need to get away, I have seemed to become invisible to my sister and friends. We had a fight a few days ago and now they ignore me as if I'm not there at all" I explain and feel my tears starting to slow to a stop. I earn a hug from the centaur which is quite uncommon normally, but I had become great friends with magical creatures. "Be safe child we must leave you" he called kindly to me. "Is Alamirëë out here by any chance?" I ask quickly. "Yes she is by the tiger to the north, I'm sure you know the way" he replies and I nod. "Farewell my friend" I call out happily and skip off to fi s Alamirëë. I hear the trickle of water and see blue scales. "Alamirëë... It's Tara" I call as I break through the trees. As soon as I do I am leapt upon by a blue scaled dragon. "Hey girl" I coo and she licks my cheek affectionately. I giggle and shove her off. "How are you darling?" I ask and she just gives me a lopsided grin. I smile back and pull out my wand. "Expecto patronum" I say aloud casting he spell. A wisp of white creates a small barrier but nothing more. It fades and I frown. I try again and think of when Draco kissed me for the first time, he was my first kiss and I remember his warm lips against mine, my back pressed against the wall, a smile tugs at the corner of my lips. "Expecto patronum!" I say and a large whisp of white floods out of my wand, an animal forming in the air. I smile as a cute fox runs around me. I laugh and hear a branch break behind me. I lose concentration and spin around my wand at the ready. A large black wolf approaches me baring its teeth and growling. I lower my wand and sink to my knees my hands crossed over my chest as my head hangs down, my braid slipping over my shoulder. I hear the wolf jump and lunge at me but it stops I front of me and nudges my hand with its nonsense whimpering like it was hurt. I look up and let the wold sniff my hand. Once it is satisfied with my scent it locks my hand and I see its tail wagging happily. "Hey, are you alright little one, are you a boy or a girl?" I ask gently. I receive a bark and hear the word girl in my head. "How about a name for you?" I ask. She barks again and I hear her name in my head, "Midnight" she answers happily. "Midnight. I love it, hey what do you say that we should be friends?" I ask and she nods. I laugh a little and she nudges my hand gently. I stroke her soft furry head and she wags her tail I delight. "I must leave you friends it's getting dark, but I will see you again soon" I say to them both. I say my goodbyes and reluctantly leave them behind me. I walk out of the forest and to the library. I lay on the floor and close my eyes not daring go to my common room. Sleep engulfs me like a warm blanket and I open up to it. This night I dream of my self playing with Alamirëë and midnight in the forbidden forest and thus I sleep happily till morning comes around.

Hey guys I know this book is really bad and so I'm thinking of deleting it, if I do I hope you understand. I showed my progress so far to one of my friends and she said it was absolute shit, I felt really hurt by it but she told me the truth. I really don't know what to think about my books anymore, for all I know they could all be really bad and just as boring as a blank piece of paper. If you tell me what you think honestly I will think about it, it will depend on the votes for whether it is good or bad. If more of you say. It's good I will continue to write it, but of the majority of you say it's bad and think the same of my other books I will delete them all and just wont write any more books ever again. Some of you may think oh your just overreacting but, if you got to know me and what my life is like then you might understand. If you do say that my books are all bad please just put it in a nice way and not take the chance to be rude and give me hate, I know how it feels to be rejected for what you look like and how you act and how it feels to be treated like shit beneath other people's feet, honestly I do, legit no joke. I cop bullying non stop at school, he'll today I wanted to deck this one chick in my design technology class because she has picked on me ever since I started at this school that I go to at the moment and I've been here for the last year, three weeks and two days, so yeah I think enough enough. Sorry if you thought that I was just being annoying but really needed to get that off my chest.
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