Jade pov.

I'd been gone for 4 days now. I don't know where I am or where I'm going. I've lost my sense of being and Im losing any hope that I possesed once upon a time. It's almost as if I left simply to die and be forgotten. Now the thought of that seems to appeal to me. Leave this world and be forgotten forever. No mourning, No memory, no pain. Just endless darkness and whispering silence.

I finally found myself able to sit down and rest after a long morning of walking non stop. Sweat formed beads on my forehead and my breath was short pants coming from my mouth. My eyes twinkled with a swirling desire of despair. I'd lost my way. Followed an undiscovered road and remained just that. Undiscovered.

Time passed. The sun hit its apex for the middle of the day and The heat set in. I took off my jumper that chased the chill out of my bones from this morning, now I don't need it. Tieing my jumper around my waist, I pick up my water bottle and take a swig before heading off again. I still don't know where I'm going. No one is looking for me.... Do I mean so little? Was my existence all a facade? Do I really have a place in this world?

My thoughts tumble and swirl in my mind. Never stopping always on a continuous recording that plays over and over again. It's a roller coaster of emotions. One moment I'm angry, then the next I'm depressed. Others I'm jealous, confused, sad, frightened or restless, but Hapiness evades me everyday. Not an emotion I've felt in a little while, but one I'm constantly searching for.

Night fell some hours later. I curled up under a tree, wearing my jumper and bundled up in some blankets I'd snatched from Hogwarts. I silently allowed myself to feel the horrible emotions plauging my being every moment of the day lately. I just couldn't bare the thought of returning there. Back to that life and the pain that would accompany it. I just didn't see the meaning behind fighting and standing up for myself and for my rights as a person. I didn't really care about my life anymore. I don't think anyone did. Save for maybe Hermione and My Dad. I sighed and closed my eyes, attempting to be consumed by the darkness of sleep. Eventually after hours of Slumber alluding me, i finally fell asleep.

Draco pov.

I missed her. I don't know why i did what i did. Pansy was all over me and i hated it. I tried using the raven haired girl as a distraction from Jade, but i couldn't rid my thoughts of the girl I'd fallen in love with. She's been missing for 4 days, but it feels like years. I sit under our tree and stare longingly at the black lake. Dumbledore has sent trackers out to find her and they've found no trace. She remains undiscovered currently. I wonder if she's hurting. Of course she is, after what i did to her. I knew the answer as soon as the thought occured. Id broken her heart. Hermione, Harry and Ron had all been cold and hateful towards me again, especially Hermione. I wasn't upset at them for it though. No matter how much i disliked them. I couldn't be mad. I deserved their hatred. I'd driven the girl i cared for most and their best friend from the castle into the world somewhere. I feel a tear fall down my face. Pansy sat beside me within the next five minutes. She smiled like a snake. "Look Pansy, I don't like you, I don't love you. I thought you'd be able to take me away from Jade, but i was wrong. You revolt me and I want my ex back. So stay away from me, and when Jade returns back the fuck off or my father will hear about it" I say. I started off cooly, but my rage surfaced and bubbled. She started crying. I scoffed. "But, Draco..." She sobbed annoyingly. "Sod off Parkinson. I'm done with your games" I snarled. She stood up and glared sorrowfully at me before running off in a sobbing mess. I sighed and looked forward. I started walking to the forrest. Now it's time to find The girl I love on my own. Its time to bring Jade back home.

Okay here we go, Im so so so so so sorry for the long wait guys. I've been really really stressed. School, lost friends, relationship issues, losses, anxiety, depression and too much shit to deal with. I just couldn't write. I have been trying for over a month to continue HTS and just havent known how. Im sorry if it's terrible, but im trying to get back on my feet. I hope you can understand. thanks guys. Dont forget to vote and comment.

-Morefindiel1158