Self harm warning

Lucy's P.O.V

Every girl in our class looks at the boy with amazement in there eyes, he does look kinda hot but I didn't really care too much.

"Alright natsu go sit beside Lucy, lucy please raise your hand." The teacher said which made me kinda nervous so I rose my hand and with the other I petted Cloe. Natsu gave me a smile and a small confused look when he sat in his seat, so I just gave him a small smile back. Class went on as normal but some of the girls in my class were staring at me. It made me nervous.

Once the bell rang me and levy got up but before I could leave the classroom my name was called.

"Lucy" The new boy from earlier, Natsu I think it was called my name.

"Y-yes" I said quietly as levy stood next to me.

"I was wondering if you could give me a tour of the school since I don't know my way around it." He asked with a cheeky smile rubbing the back of his neck. I stood kinda shocked, he was asking me for a tour. Levy then put her hand on my shoulder.

"Hi the names levy, we could give you a tour at lunch if you want" levy said saving me.

"Sure!" He said.

"Alright well meet you at your classroom at when the bell for lunch goes." Levy said.

"Alright 215 is my class number." He said and walked away as I sighed in relief.

"Thanks" I said with a smile.

"Alright lets go to gym" she said and we went to gym class. After gym class we went and met up with Natsu at his class. I really liked his hair, you don't see a boy with pink hair often.

"Hey ladies!" He smiled when we reached his class.

"H-hey" I whispered loud enough that he could hear.

"Come on let's go" levy said and we started walking down the hall when I felt Cloe pat my foot indicating that she needed to pee.

"C-can we go o-outside for a sec, Cloe needs to pee" I said looking at them and they nodded. We went to the doors and I opened them, I walked Cloe around for a few minutes and she peed. Once she was done we all went back inside and we gave him a tour of the school. It was really fun, he told jokes and we all laughed but I could see a lot of glares my way from girls, which made me nervous. After the tour the bell rang and we went our separate ways but then I felt Cloe scratch my leg indicating a seizure was about to come.

Levy also noticed so I sat down against the lockers, there weren't any students around since they were on there way to class. I lied down with Cloe laying on my chest as levy pulled out her phone. Then I started shaking and soon blacked out. Once I came to I wasn't shaking anymore and levy was sitting there with a worried face like normal.

"You good?" Levy asked and I nodded sitting up.

"Yeah, how long?" I asked.

"3 minutes 50 seconds, there getting longer" she said and I sighed.

"As long as it's not over five minutes we're okay" I said grabbing a note book and pen from in Cloes service vest. I noted down the time of the seizure and then we waited for a few minutes since I was feeling dizzy. Soon we both got up as she grabbed my arm to make sure I wouldn't fall, we then walked to our class. Levy knocked on the door and it soon opened to see our teacher.

"Lucy and levy why are late?" He asked staring at me with cold eyes.

"I-I had a-another seizure, sir" I squeaked out.

"Alright levy you were helping her right?" He asked and levy nodded. "Go to your seats, open page 234, and start reading chapter two, then answer questions 1-13" he said and we nodded going to our seats and doing as told. The day went on as normal, I said by to levy at the end of the day and started to walk home, but soon I was pushed to the ground. I looked up to see Meneirva and Flare standing above me.

"Hey slut" Flare said kicking me in the gut.

"I have something to tell you so listen up." Meneirva said lifting me up by the hair as I yelped in pain. "You don't deserve anyone's love, your just a piece of shit that should belong in the trash. You have no right to live." She spat then dropped me so they both could start kicking me again.

"Your lucky I forgot my knife at home" Flare glared and then they both left. I had to hold on to Cloes leash so that she wouldn't run after them. At least I didn't have a seizure.

"Cloe stable" I spoke my voice kinda raspy. I soon stood up and grabbed my bag that had fallen, then started to walk home. Once I got home I was in so much pain that I just wanted sleep. "Mom!" I said but didn't get a reply but that's when I found a note on the table. "I went out will be home late, love you." I read out loud and I sighed in relief.

I took off Cloes stuff and then we both went upstairs. I quickly checked Cloe to make sure they didn't hurt her which thankfully they didn't. I then got cleaned up and flipped onto my bed, then started to cry myself to sleep cuddling Cloe. When I woke up the sound of my alarm clock was louder than normal and my head was pounding. I guess mom let me sleep without waking me up. I sighed and got up doing my normal routine then went downstairs, ate breakfast, finished getting really then left.

I walked to school but didn't go to my locker instead I went straight to the bathroom when the bell rang. I went into a stall forgetting to close the door and sat down. I went into my bag and found the razor blade I had put in there. I took it out and subconsciously moved it to my wrist rollling down my sleeve. Without thinking I slowly lower it down sliding it across my skin. I watched the blood run down my arm, the paining feeling good. I did it one more time when I heard a gasp, so I looked up to see Levy standing there with her hands over her mouth.

"Lucy! What are you doing?!?" She asked/yelled and ran over to me taking the razor from my hand and putting it in her pocket. I had tears streaming down my face as Cloe looked at us confused not understanding what's going on. "Lucy why?" Levy asked crouching down in front of me.

"I couldn't take it anymore, I-I'm scared levy." I whispered shaking.

"Come on let's go to the nurses office." She said and I shook my head.

"No people can't know I'm fine" I said my voice breaking.

"Please lucy, your hurting yourself. We need to talk to your mom and the school about this, please lu" she pleaded.

"O-okay" I said and she nodded. She grabbed my bag and put it on her back well I grabbed Cloes leash with one hand and the other hand I held close to myself keeping anyone from seeing. We walked silently to the nurses office and when we made it she knocked on the door. We heard a loud 'come in' so we walked in to find our nurse porlyusica sitting in her chair typing.

"Hello ladies did you have another seizure Lucy?" She asked looking at me but I shook my head.

"I-I...umm I-I." I stopped as o couldn't speak.

"Sit Lucy" She said and I listened sitting on one of the beds. I patted the bed as Cloe jumped up and laid beside me putting her head on my lap, with levy standing next to me rubbing my back. Porlyusica came and stood infront of me. "What's wrong with your arm?" She asked grabbing my arm moving it away from my body to see the two cuts covered in blood which made her gasp. "What happened?"

"I found lucy in the bathroom with a razor blade in her hand, she cut herself twice." Levy said which made me look down.

"This is very serious you know, I am going to call your mom." She said and I nodded. "Let's clean this up first" She said and started to Clean the cuts plus wrap them up after that she called my mom. I lied down, Cloe going on my chest. "I have called your mom she's on the way." She said and i nodded. We sat there for about five minutes when there was a knock on the door. "Come in" porlyusica called and the door opened revealing my mom. I instantly started to shaking as Levy looked at me worried.

"What's wrong with Lucy?" My mom asked.

"Levy found your daughter in the bathroom cutting herself." Porlyusica spoke with a sad expression.

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Hey just finished writing this in class hope you like

Bye bye kiddos