Voices
They talked to me whenever I was alone at start.
They said a lot of things but they weren't that mean.
Just a few remarks here and there reminding me of something stupid I did or how I messed up in another.
But just as I started to adjust and get used to them interluding on my alone time.
They started to creep into my thoughts while I'm around people.
Their words became meaner and their comments nastier.
People started to notice, some walked away from me
Others started calling me names such as creep, freak, crazy, insane...
I was trapped.
Stuck in the middle.
I wanted to run
Escape everything
But even when I was away from people They were still there
I could avoid people with their judgmental stares and harsh words
But I was never able to escape Them
Their voices got louder each passing day
A constant reminder that I was worthless
That none loved me
That none cared enough to even try and help me
Or even see what was wrong
Instead, they all looked at me as if all this was my fault
Judged me without knowing the truth
I wanted to scream, cry, shout at them to go away
"Leave me alone" I wanted to say
"Stop following me around", "Stay away from me"...
I ran but there was no escape
For they lived no where else but inside my own head...
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