Jason's POV

(Back Home.)

We got back from all the story Miss Debby was revealing about marry.

"Hey, Marry are you alright?" i feel worried for marry, she hasn't said anything to me after we left the school.

"yeah.... I guess... I was just wondering about all the truth i heard... does that mean that my family don't want me anymore? does that mean that i came here to the city for nothing instead of staying there alone in the forest!!... does this world even care about me!!!" Marry is crying. oh, marry *Hugs Marry tightly while she cries on his shoulders* "Do you hate me Jason? Does everyone hate me?" *Sob* asked marry.

"Marry let me tell you something. The world is not as beautiful as you think, it can be cruel, full of fear and it gets ugly once you always think about your past instead of the future. Past is past, it has already been done so let it go. from now on you need to stitch the wounds you made and don't worry, i will help you heal it." I smiled and as marry started becoming red faced, i totally became the most red face here. *BLUSH* "Thanks Jason, I needed your arm to catch me." Marry calmed her sobbing.

What i actually wanted to say was that even though no one wants you, i still want you... what am i kidding... i feel stupid right now.

I have been feeling uneasy from the second day i saw marry. What is these feelings i'm having? I hope i don't develop too much of them, because these feelings i'm having won't stop coming whenever i want them to go away.

Does marry even know anything about these feelings? or rather, anything about love?... probably not. I just want to ask her "Do you know how i feel?" i whispered.... As if she knows, she barely knows a half meaning about love. When will she open her eyes.

"What?... Did you say something?" Oh, marry heard it, DANG IT.

"No, i didn't say anything." phew, that was close... but when can i be able to tell her how i feel? ahhh, i know! I will just ask her on a date, but confusing her into a lunch invite, this is my chance to tell her how i truly feel.

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Marry's POV

Ahhhh! I finally know everything about the truth, but why am i not surprised that much, maybe because i knew it all when i was small, i probably just don't remember it all.

But what exactly happened to my father? hmm. *curiosity kills the cat*

"hey marry! i know you've got lots to take in right now, but would you like to take in a pizza instead?" *Jason smiles* Is he asking me out?..... I wish this was a DATE! i'll just pretend that this is a date. heheheh.

"Sure! absolutely! alright let's go!!!" i'm so hungry, i need to eat real food this time, i'm tired of eating words of Miss Debby's story.

(inside the restaurant)

"We're getting a huge pizza please." Jason ordered.

Oh my goshh, i'm eating Pizza alone with Jason, i feel bad not inviting Tommy. But i'ts good he's not here, he might disturb us. "yumm, yumm pizza" marry spills ketchup while eating too fast.

"Marry! eat properly! geez, didn't i taught you how to eat pizza?" No, you taught me how to eat soup actually, i can't correct you right now, i'm busy eating.

"Geez, com'here *grabs a napkin* you really need to hold yourself, your a grown lady not a baby." *wipes the ketchup on marry's cheeks with a napkin* .... Oh my!... I've seen this scene before in the TV when the girl gets all icky with sauce on her lips and the boy tries to kiss her by wiping the sauce out of her lips and! and! and!........

*Jason gets nearer to marry while he wipes the ketchup on her cheeks* Oh no, HO NO, i'm not sure i'm ready for this. *cringes while she closes her eyes*

"Hmm Marry? What are you doing?" Aww man! i knew this [what are you doing face] would come up.

"I was just....... i mean your perfume smells good so i wanted to smell it." hehehe, yah right.

"Well, well, well... aren't you two the sweetest things i have ever seen." Jenny interrupts. *gins*

"Jenny!? what are you doing here?" Jason and i said it in the same time.

"CHILLAX party poopers, I didn't come here to ruin your date, this is in fact a restaurant isn't it." *evil smile*

"I'm gonna sit with you guys, hold on i will get my order."

Aww MAN! We were too close too kiss until the DEVIL came up.

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Jason's POV

I can't believe it! i blew it!... i mean, i did wanted to kiss her, but when she was closing her eyes while cringing, it seems like she didn't want me to kiss her. I knew it, she didn't have any feelings for me after all, luckily jenny came, just to kill the awkwardness around here. I didn't want her to come sit with us, i wanted us to be alone actually.

i couldn't kiss her and it was bad timing, guess i need to have to try again next time.

RINGGG RINGG RINGGG!!!!! *Jason's phone ringing*

"hello?.... oh, hey Miss Debby, whats up?...... WHAT!?.......... WHEN?!!!....okay, i'll let her know, hmmm, no marry isn't here with me....okay bye." I know i lied to Miss Debby, but i didn't want to say goodbye.

"Hey! why did you lie to Miss Debby? What happened? Did she say anything?" marry... why!!

"YES, yes she did say something............... hmm marry can we go and take a walk." Jason asked marry

"Okay fine, leave me here with the bills" said Jenny.

(walking going home)

"Miss Debby told me that she is moving away to London next month and she want to take you with her since she is your aunt... she also asked me if you were with me so she could talk to you, but i said no, because............... i'm sorry, i didn't mean to lie... i'ts just that." shit why am i overflowing with so much feelings.

"Hard to say goodbye?" said Marry.

Jason nodded.

"ohh, finally we're hom-" I interrupted Marry by hugging her from her back.

*SILENCE WHILE STILL HUGGING*

"MARRY!.......... I LIKE YOU!.... PLEASE DON'T GO."

I had my chance with her and i blew it the first time, but this time i won't do it again, i can't let her go and slip through my hands that easy.

"For a very long time... but i just kept it in me and i didn't know how to say it." i like you.

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