"Mama?...Papa?..."

I, Marry Hills thought I have everything that I wanted.

When I was 5 years old, my mother would always get into a fight with my father and blamed everything on me. I used to cause trouble for them, but never on purpose. What can I say, I was only 5 years old.

When my parents were talking outside at the back door of the house,I peeked through the door to see if they were still fighting, but they were just talking calmly. I could see my mom rubbing her eyes as tears streamed down her cheeks.

"Mama?" I whispered. "Honey do you want to go on a vacation with us? It will be fun with you around." When my mama said that I was already happy and thought that my parents made up. I was very excited and nervous at the same time because this is the first time in my life that i'm going on a vacation with my family and I didn't want this day to end.

We then drove to a far, dark forest where it was close to a clear river none of my parents said a single word for 3hours. "mama..." it was taking forever. I thought this was supposed to be fun and exciting. Obviously this was not my dream come true.

Finally! Here we are by the huge, tall trees enjoying by myself. "Honey come here for a minute." My mom calls me in the forest while we walk, I want to hold their hands while walking, but im a little shy.
" you know, your giving too much pain for me and your papa, what is wrong with you?" My mom says it in a fustrating way while she smiles, but I start to frown deeply.
"Papa?" I turned to my dad to see his face and I realized that both of my parents are unhappy. I didn't wanted this.
" I thought you are my good girl marry, but you have never been good for us. Im so disappointed in you." What does my papa mean by "good for us?." I then shooked my head and for a minute in my mind, I closed my eyes so that tears wouldn't come out. "You don't love me anymore?... You dont want me?" I couldn't control my feelings and as my heart raised I cried with tears that gave me a feeling of fear.
"No no no! It wasn't like that at all!" Lies. " papa what did i do wrong?" "Lets just have fun in the forest ok." My mom interrupts while she brushes my hair with her fingers.

"Hmm.." I nodded as I ran across the forest and reaching the shallow part of the river "mama! Can you hear me!" I called for them but didn't get a response. I ran back to them to see where they've gone and found my dolly lying on the ground. The only thing on my mind was my parents. Im so obsessed in getting their attention. I searched the whole area but seems like im lost and scared.

"Mama!!!...Papa!!!..."
Echoes through the forest.

"Am I abandoned? " I cry with tears.