Ryleigh POV

Sitting on the bed I slowly rub lotion into my stomach as I watch Roman tie his hair back. I don't know how he does it but some he makes something that simple look so hot. I mean the flexed biceps, the muscles moving in his back, not to mention the tattoo that runs the length of his back.

Problem was he hadn't touched me since my monumental mistake, things just hadn't been the same. He'd been quiet, we had been nothing close to intimate, even his kisses were flat.
I know I've messed up, I know I've hurt him but I have no idea how to fix this. I miss him, I miss us and I I'm starting to feel like I'm losing him and that maybe I should just go home, give him some space.

Sighing I get up off the bed and head into the bathroom to put my lotion in my wash bag, zipping it up I carry I through to my case and put it in side before I begin folding up my clothes.

"What are you doing Ry?" He asks and I'm not going to lie it stings, it had been two weeks since I messed up and in that two weeks he hadn't called me babygirl once.

"I've decided to go home, I think you need some space" I say "I know I've hurt you, I know I've messed up but things haven't been the same between us and I can't stand it" I say keeping my back to him and hanging my head.

I'm greeted with silence but then arms encase my waist and his beard prickles my cheek as he rests his chin on my shoulder.

"Don't leave babygirl" he says softly and tears fall down my cheeks out of pure relief at hearing that name "I know I've been distant and you're right you did hurt me. I love you so much but everytime you doubt me it's like a knife to my heart. I know you love me but I feel like you don't trust me"

"It's not about trust Ro, it's about my insecurities and her playing into them. Sasha was in the room the first time I told Naomi that I liked you as more than a friend, she heard me telling her how I thought there was no way you would want some one like me,  how I didn't think I was good enough for you and she used it agaisnt me" I sigh "I trust you I just didn't understand why you would want me until the night I messed up"

Roman kisses my temple as I take a deep steadying breath and I close my eyes enjoying the contact I had missed so much.

"Ro, I need you to do something for me" I sigh turning to face him "I need you to tell me now if we're done becuase I feel like I'm losing you and I can't drag along like this anymore, if you don't want me let me go"

"Babygirl you are never going to lose me" he says looking deep into my eyes "and I have no intention of letting you go, I love you, I'm marrying you and we are going to raise a family together. I think I know exactly what we need"

"Oh and what's that? Therapy?" I ask and he chuckles

"No, a vacation, just the two of us" he smiles "time alone, away from all of this, so we can just be together and get back to how we were becuase I miss us"

"I miss us too" I say "a vacation sounds good, but she'll still be here when we get back"

"We are not going to let her ruin what we have Ry" he says "jealously is a terrible thing but that's her problem not ours"

"I'm sorry for ever hurting you Ro and I promise I'm going to make it up to you some how" I say

"And I'm sorry for being distant with you instead of talking to you" he says "I'm sorry I haven't kissed you, that I haven't held you, that I haven't made love to you" he says kissing my neck "I could make that up to you right now if you like" he says pulling me close and moving me so I'm trapped between him and the wall.

His lips slowly move down my body as he unbuttons my nightshirt, he kisses my stomach softly before standing up and capturing my lips with his. As he kisses me passionately his hand slides into my underwear and he rubs slow tortuous circles with his thumb.

I moan agaisnt him as our tongues fight for dominance. His lips move to my neck once again to the sensitive spot just below my ear where he gently nips at the skin.

"Oh....Ro.....oh my god!" I moan and I feel him smile agaisnt my neck

Our moment comes to a screeching holt as some one bangs on the wall stopping us in our tracks.

"Hey, hey I refuse to listen to you two horizontal jog all night" Dean shouts through the wall "either keep it down or cut it out"

Roman chuckles softly as he tucks my hair behind my ear "vacation?" He smiles

"Vacation" I smile back

"Come on let's get some sleep" he says

"Now hang on Mr, you are going to finish what you just started" I say "I can be quiet if you can" I smirk

"You're about to find out babygirl" he smirks before lifting me up and carrying me over to the bed