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The next day Morning

Rithick's POV

We had great time in the resort. My mind is stress free now because I have shared everything that happened in Malaysia. I didn't share the incidents what is happening now. I need to safeguard her first. How long I could hide her like this?

Neethu was sleeping peacefully besides me. I knew that the whole night she didn't sleep well. Let her sleep now, I don't want to disturb her.

Finally, memories took me to my Rahul. I missed my Rahul a lot. This is the first time we are at distant. Immediately, I took my phone and called him.

"Rahul! How about you?"

"I am good Rithick. What about you and Neethu?"

"We are good here. I miss you Rahul. On that day, I tried many times due to signal problem in that area I can't contact you Rahul. Now I am in a resort,"

"Ok Rithick! You don't worry for anything. Everything will be alright very soon,"

"Rahul! I have shared everything to Neethu that happened in Malaysia,"

"Did she ok now? Take care of her. Did you share about the incidents that is happening now?"

"No! I didn't Rahul. It will create unknown fear in her. Her peace will get disturbed. After tackling all the problems I will tell to her otherwise I will just avoid it,"

"Good things will ends in good. You sowed good things and you will definitely ripe the fruit. Don't worry Rithick,"

"Waiting for it. Your voice seems to be dull Rahul?"

"Rithick... I am good here," said him. I heard someone is talking to him,  "Rahul sir your cheque is sanctioned just now. You can discharge her to home. She is alright now,"

"Rahul! Are you hiding anything from me? Tell me!"

"Sorry Rithick. Nethra is admitted in the hospital. She had undergone a heart surgery. Now she is better,"

"Oh God! Unexpected Rahul. Are you alone there? Why didn't you inform me before?"

"I knew about your problem Rithick. Sorry, I am helpless in these days so I can't contact you too,"

"I will come now itself, Rahul. I wish to see you immediately,"

"Trust me Rithick. I am ok now. Within a week your problem will come to an end. Wait for that. Don't take any immediate steps," said him.

"Did Nethra talk to you?"

"Nope"

"Don't allow her to stay again in Mercy home. Somehow try to convince her. I am sorry Rahul, I feel helpless right at that moment"

"No problem Rithick! I will contact you later. Bye. Take care,"

"Ok! Take care Rahul,"

"Rithick! How is Rahul?" I heard that you are talking to Rahul "Why didn't you give the phone to me," asked Neethu innocently.

"Neethu! He is busy now. He will talk to you later," I said hiding Nethra's health conditions because Neethu will be stubborn to see her immediately.

Rahul's POV

After the surgery, Nethra came to conscious slowly after two days. These two days were the most toughest and hardest days in my life. By God's grace she became normal. I didn't see her yet because it is hard for me to bear if she rejects me now. Who will take care of her until she recovers? So I didn't see her face to face. I have brought all the medicines and whatever she needed . If she really wants me she will call me because she knew that I am here but she didn't wish to see me.

Two weeks passed by, the discharging day came. I am happy at the same time I was too confused that what will she do next? Today, I can't escape from her eyes. I won't allow her to stay out whatever happens. Why did Nethra choosing the toughest path though she has everyone to love? Will Nethra accept to come home? If I am the problem for her, I will go out.

I went inside to see her. She was lying in the bed with dull face and eyes open. Her eyes caught up with my eyes. Within few seconds she ignored my eye contact. Why is this girl behaving so insane? Still, I am falling for her. "No Rahul! You shouldn't do it unless she loves you. You shouldn't disturb her unless she enjoys it. You shouldn't be a burden to her unless she longed" I heard my mindvoice.

"Nethra come to home," I said looking at her.

"I know where to go? Will you please go out?"

"Ok Nethra! I will go out of our home if I am your problem. Come and stay in our home. Everyone will take care of you very well,"

She looked at me without replying. I took all her dresses, medicines in one hand and gave my right hand to her for support. She ignored and walked besides me.

She was stubborn in her decision and as per her wish I dropped her in Mercy home. She didn't allow me inside her room to keep all her things. She get her baby from the maid and kissed her emotionally.

"Did you miss me my child? I am sorry for leaving you. Please forgive your mamma," she said to her child in childish language.

I pinned my head in the pillar. I gazed at her and unknown smile occupied my lips. Oh God! How much did she cares for her child? Can't she share at least one percent for me. Meanwhile, the proprietor came and he talked with me and Nethra  about her health conditions.

"Sir! Can you afford a room for me to stay?" I asked

The proprietor looked at me shockingly, "what do you mean Rahul? This is your place and you can stay here as you wish but if I ask what is the necessary? I am the great fool," he said looking at me and Nethra.

Nethra gazed at me strangely.

The proprietor showed me the room opposite to that of Nethra's room. I went inside the room without looking at her.

Nethra's POV

I never expected even in my dreams that my life would show this hell. My dark past turns my life upside down. I came to India back with a will power to grow the baby in good circumstances. I rejected everyone and came to Mercy home as I wish. No one disturbed my peace of mind. Still my fate was not satisfied with what I am now, each and everyday my health conditions was deteriorated. My only wish is to bring up my baby. Unfortunately, I have undergone major heart surgery. Before going to hospital, I called my friend cum sister Neethu many times in phone but her phone was not reachable.

I don't know what happened to me afterwards, I was unconscious and fighting for my life. When I came to conscious, I understood that I have undergone heart surgery. I came to know that Rahul was taking care of me and he was buying all the medicines as per doctor's prescription. I longed for someone to be with me but unfortunately no was nearer to me to comfort. The painful moment is Rahul didn't face me. He didn't even stepped into my room. I thought of calling him but something stopped me. Why didn't he come to see me? I knew he won't come to see me because I am sinner. Did he hates me really? I have unknown fear in me. I cried late at nights. If I think about the baby then I can't bare myself.

Days passed slowly, Rahul didn't come to see me. My eyes are begging me to see him. Already I have broken his and my heart into pieces, those broken pieces were longing for his care. The discharging day came, my health conditions was alright now. I was waiting for him to discharge me. I was looking outside, unexpectedly he enters I can't keep my eyes away. I looked at him as I can't move my eyelids. My deserted plants were blooming at the moment I saw him. Hardly, I ignore his eye sight.

Without even giving a time, he ordered, "Come to home" he stressed those words and it has full rights on me. I was happy at that moment but I didn't show it off.

"I know where to go" my words brought pain in him. I could see his pain in his eyes. God! Why do I am hurting him? I hurted and killed him alive already still I'm doing the same. Why is he not forgetting me? Why is he not ready to start his new life? Why is he giving me such love pain?

"Ok Nethra! I will go out of our home if I am your problem. Come and stay in our home. Everyone will take care of you very well," said him. I am speechless. I was shocked and looking at him. What is he mean? How long he will sacrifice everything for me? I deserve only his anger but why is he showering his love? I am feeling guilty for my mistakes. He shouldn't forgive me. I was broken for spoiling his life. So I came out from their house. They should be happy. I am unfit for them.

Then, he packed all my dresses and gave his hand for my support. I ignored and walked besides him. I looked at him whenever I get a chance. I am feeling pity for him and his love for me. Why did God show me such a hell life?

We reached Mercy home. I tried to come inside my room to keep the luggage. I didn't allow him. He stood out. I took my baby, I miss her badly. She is my world. I should bring her to a good position in the society, why is my fate playing with my health? I played with my child.

"Sir! Can you afford a room for me to stay?" He asked the proprietor.

I looked at him shockingly. Why is he behaving so insane? Why is he taking such decision? Why is he hurting me with the things which I don't like? He shouldn't stay here, he has lovely family. I never allow him.

The proprietor showed his room and at once he entered the room and locked it. I can't stop him. Why is he sacrificing is good life for me? I  deserve only his hatred not his love . I don't want to spoil his life again. He should forget him, he shouldn't think about me, he should leave me.

I closed my door and tears flooded from my eyes. I cried a lot as I can't control myself. Rahul should be happy. God! Please show him a better life. I can't make him happy.

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