39: SOLVING OLD ISSUES

After meetings Sidharth came back towards his hotel. He ordered lunch for himself. He looked towards celling missing food made by his love and his mother. They both are most important women in his life.  He can't loose any of them in his life. He wiped his fresh tears as whenever he think about them he miss them more and more. His trace broke with phone call. It was call from Shehbaaz but he misunderstood it as Shehnaaz and immediately answered

"Hloo Shehnaaz. How are you? Missed me or not?",asked Sidharth not knowing that he is actually talking with Shehbaaz. 

Shehbaaz came out of his room and ran towards terrace to hide himself from Shehnaaz presence. He want to laugh hearing Sidharth voice but controlled himself

"Why are you quiet? Are you still hurt? Shehnaaz just understand one thing that I am with you. Just understand me yrr I can't come otherwise I would have hugged you or kissed you or.. ",he stopped in middle when he heard loud laughing sound of Shehbaaz. That's when reality hit him hard. He looked here and there in embarrassment. He thanked God that he is not standing in front of him

"Ohh my God Sidharth haha..", Shehbaaz said and started laughing again. He couldn't stop himself when he heard his talks. He never thought that a guy like Sidharth can talk like this. He thought they rarely share any hug but here something is going in beyond his imagination

"Stop it and tell me reason why you called me?", Asked Sidharth in cold voice. He is very irritated from his behaviour but still Shehbaaz didn't stop. This time even Sidharth smiled because somewhere he realise that he missed these small moments from childhood. A sibling who would tease him everytime, a brother who will support you just like Shehbaaz

"Sidharth are you there?", Asked Shehbaaz with concern because when he stopped laughing he didn't heard his voice which tensed him. Sidharth wiped his tears. He always wanted a sibling but never got.  He want to pamper someone like Shehnaaz and Shehbaaz do for eachother.

"Yes I am anything serious?",asked Sidharth in cold voice

"First of all sorry for disturbing you and second yes reason is serious. Actually today I noticed Shehnaaz missing you a lot. I don't know if everything going between you both is fine or not but I realised one thing that somewhere we are hurting her", Shehbaaz said when he remembered Shehnaaz was working continuously in office. He came inside her cabin to check her, there Shehnaaz told him that she miss Sidharth very much. He felt him the reason of her misery. If not their rivalry, they would be happy

"Yes even I think so that I am hurting her everytime", Sidharth said in trance remembering his every mistake

"Today I realised that we took out fight so long Sidharth. I knew you from big boss and I knew you were best person I ever meet there but one fight broke everything between us. I feel like I am reason of everything. From childhood I never let her cry but she.... She cried many times because of my

From childhood I was always her hero but when she called you her hero I felt like I failed miserably. I am looser who left his sister. That time I was very angry Sidharth. I was jealous that how can you get that trophy and then immediate success in buisness. I wanted to let you down but not like this", Shehbaaz chocked with tears as he regret his every mistake. He felt like he lost everything when Shehnaaz called Sidharth her hero not him. He was very hurt with his own behaviour which changed her. His heart sinked with her thoughts

Sidharth heard him apologizing. He know he is fool to realise these now when everything is settled down but he thought something is left. He remembered thier last fight on big boss when they were talking about votes. Sidharth told him that he is king and he will win. He told that what if his sister fall for him. He never thought that his words will come true

"I told her everything about us but I never thought she would do something like this. When she said you both love eachother I couldn't stop smiling because I noticed her happiness and your true love as well. I know you were bad at showing emotions so I understood you love her and agreed for marriage. What to do, a brother can forget anything for his sister

I never came into any relationship because I feared what if I stopped caring for her? What if my wife questioned her ? What if she started getting insecure? She was always possessive for me. I can call anyone as my girlfriend but not sister because only she have that right. So I never let anyone call me brother and boyfriend as well.

She was always a child but now I don't see her child anymore. Brother in me miss her childishness. I want to see her teasing me and playing with me. When you said forgive her I thought what type of guy you are? Who is asking me to forgive her then I called her and forgive her.

I thanked God that atleast Sidharth called me and asked me to forgive her otherwise I don't know what would have happened", Shehbaaz said in hard and wiped his tears. He then noticed Shehnaaz standing near the door with tears. That mean she heard everything. That was last thing he wanted. He feared what if she got to know why he started talking with her

"It's ok Shehbaaz now if Shehnaaz don't have any problem can I call you brother? I really don't care about our fight or that trophy Shehbaaz just keep her safe till I am here", Sidharth said but didn't heard anything just a shout when Shehbaaz called Shehnaaz

"Shehbaaz Shehbaaz is she fine? Tell me. Is she fine hello?",asked Sidharth Shehbaaz ran behind Shehnaaz and knocked door as Shehnaaz closed door on his face

"Shehnaaz open the door please", Shehbaaz cried with tears . Sidharth started sweating. Fear engulfed him as well what if she left him? Already he took a lot time to forgive her

"Shehbaaz please tell me is Shehnaaz fine? ", Asked Sidharth

"Hello Sidhar...th she will hate me now. She got to know that I forgave you because you told. She is hurt what can I do now?", Asked Shehbaaz in low voice

"Shh Shehbaaz stop crying. See you should not fall weak. You are not at fault friend. Everything was written on destiny. I don't think everything happened because of you. That was her fault not yours. Moreover you left her because you were hurt. From corner of your heart you meant our friendship hana?", Asked Sidharth politely. Shehbaaz nodded understanding him. He understood why his sister love him so much. He is really a gem. He don't want her to loose him. He want her to stay happy with him, he can die peacefully if Sidharth is with her. Sidharth again asked is he fine.  Shehbaaz realised that Sidharth can't hear his nod so he replied

"Yes but can I ask one favour just like you asked for first time?",asked Shehbaaz

"Yes sure go onn", asked Sidharth, he know him and trust him.  He know Shehbaaz will not ask something bad from him. He know him not much but he know him enough to decide his maturity level

"If you can please forgive my sister. I know she commited sin but please one chance? She want you in her life. If you did then atleast I can die peacefully. She is child please don't take her behaviour seriously I can guarantee that she love you truly. She is not faking anything please trust her and forgive her this is what I want please", Shehbaaz pleaded as he found himself no-one in her life but he love her so he continued knocking on door but of no use.

Shehnaaz did't spare any glance at him. She tried calling Sidharth but his phone was busy. She thought he is really busy and placed her head on table. This is too much for her. A guy bore everything on him and took care of her happiness even when she broke him impressed her. She want to hug him and tell him that she want him here right now but she couldn't talk because he is already busy with someone
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"Shehbaaz even I thought of forgiving her but what if I didn't trust her when needed?", Asked Sidharth. He was having this insecurity from the time since he thought Shehnaaz would gain his forgiveness but still he ran from his feelings but now he don't want to run more. Everything have an end so does these fights. He know she did wrong but he was not good with her either. He should have controlled himself rather than keeping everything behind himself.

"Sidharth trust your love and yourself. Especially her, don't you think her punishment is enough now? I can't hurt her so I am leaving..", Shehbaaz said when Sidharth interrupted him in middle

"To hurt her more right. I asked you to stay with her because I want someone to check if she is fine or not . Do you think she will be happy if you will leave her? Atleast try to manofy her. I know she will forgive you", Sidharth said raising his voice a little. He wanted her happiness nothing else and here her brother is being coward who ran away from problems before and is still doing same

"What about us? Why we boys took a long time? We know right girls are more emotional than us especially us then why? ", Asked Shehbaaz. Sidharth kept quiet as even he don't know the answer why they are not forgiving her when her actions told that she love them and is sorry for everything

"You tend to love her but still can't believe her. What type of love you have?", asked Shehbaaz

"Don't question my love", Sidharth roared in anger. Shehbaaz looked towards door again and left from there to give her sometime. He thought he will talk with her in morning

"Fine tell me will you forgive her or not answer in just just yes or no? ", Asked Shehbaaz
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