Once i learned how to control my new ability i started singing again. In public aswell. Most of the time my voice had a calming effect, which i didn't mind. Plus it helped people. So i liked it. The sleep-inducing and luring effect of my singing were a different story. I didn't like using them. In fact i was mostly using them to defend myself, and only if i had no other choice.It botered me though. Because after a while i wanted to do something useful with those powers. Not just use them to defend myself and avoid using them most of the time. I wanted those abilities to be usefull, yet i had no idea what to do with them. I just couldn't think of anything that would allow me to use them in a helpful way. I really didn't like the idea of luring people into doing something for me. And making them fall asleep...how usefull could that be? Maybe i could help people with insomnia but that's about it. That's not what i wanted. I wanted to do something more. Something better. I just couldn't find anything. Not on my own. But then again, who could i ask for a piece of advice? If i told anyone about my "abilties" they wouldn't believe me. They would think i'm a liar... or that i'm crazy. Especially if i try to explain how i got those power. So i knew i had to that by myself. And i tried to. At some point i even started writing down some ideas... but i ended up crossing them all out. At some point i even though i would just have to give up. That'll i'll jyst have to accept the fact that my new abilities were useless.