Prepare for my cringy 9 year old self.
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Chapter 25
A confession

Dear Dairy
Today we continue our search. Hehe I'm kinda glad we haven't found JF yet. Not to be mean but if we find her me and Jeff will have to get married. That's why Jeff will propose to me sooner or later. I only think of him as my friend. Sadly I saw in another Universe I excepted Cole (NHWINM). I saw that sadly that universe will blow up. My destiny is tied up with Jeff's. We are both in love with other people. But we don't want them hurt so we will have to get married. If I marry someone, or even get in to a relationship with someone else. Then every thing will die it's a slow process but it's bad when it fully grows. I hate it so much. I wish I could be with Cole and Jeff wishes to be with Lucy. But our destines can never be changed no matter how hard we try. Yes it's possible since we are friends with GJ and Destiny. But this can never be changed no matter how hard they tried. I love Cole but I'm denying it to protect everyone. In fact so is Jeff. *sighs*I wish my destiny was changed. It's unfair SJ, GJ, Jasmine, JF and Destiny all get to chose who they want. But why not me? I mean were all just basically one being but in different bodies. We all have our own choices but we all came from one person. Ugh trying to explain my life is hard. I mean look. I have a really complicated life and "I" have many families. First JF's family. Second SJ's family. Forth GJ's family. Fifth Destiny's family. Sixth Jasmine's family. Seventh the ONE's family. Lastly my family. We all have a VERY big family. Ugh so hard. Well we are soon...there. Me and Jeff will have to soon get married. Well that's gonna be tough.

Note:

Jeff: I hate you Alex
Alex:hehe I know
"When will you give up?"
Alex:no! when will you give up hu?
"just shut up"

Say a happy wedding for us yay yay * doesn't sound happy *
Well any way's guys I'm back from the dead. My parents kept me SO busy before. But now I'm back. Oh and Angelica, in NHWINM I WILL FRICKING NOT EXCEPT COLE BECAUSE EVERYONE WILL DIE. You really wanna die