People always ask me why?

Why did you care care so much on what she did or why would I still be her friend if she would annoy me or even bicker with me?

I just thought that's how girls acted around guys that they like but..between us it never felt like that.

She would attack me with harsh words or smack my arm or she's calm and giggling and being nice saying things that make me confused about her or how I'm supposed to think.

Every moment I look at her sky blue eyes it sends me to a place where it's just me and her alone, enjoying the company of each others presence no matter how different or alike we are. It seemed everytime we were together she would reveal a little more about her..

The way she looked into my eyes would send my chest into a panic, but I knew she didn't like me because my friends always told me she Liked Oskar which I didn't mind but she could do way better..

Every time I went to see you, you'd be waiting for him and I would always cover his player ways..
You were always so determine what he was up to do I tried telling You so many things for you not see him.

In the end you always chose me, Marco Diaz because you just wanted to have someone be by your side, I didn't mind but I knew you liked  him and he liked you..

Whenever I stepped in for him I realized how much of sweet tooth you had, chocolate and pastries and so many others always made you so happy....it made me smile each time you took a bite out of it..

You started missing days of school, you never met up with us at lunch, or after school at a small cafe? Until we heard you had collasped in your house and fainted.. I thought it was a joke but then seeing the seriousness in my friends eyes made me realize it's real...

I bolted towards that hospital seeing you sitting on your bed looking out that window..the bright color of your blonde hair seemed to fade and your skin was pale..like you were draining. But when you saw me you had that bright smile of yours..still so playful even on your worst days

I hated seeing you like this...so helpless and sick and yet you still looked so positive about it..Why? You told me it's not worth being sad if you already know your slowing leaving so live a little and have fun. I didn't get you? So many things happening yet you still don't break?

The moment I knew you were gone was when I saw you fade before my eyes. Seeing your hand move from mine as your eyes closed forever...i close my own and see that your crying and your disappearing into rose petals as I tell you not to leave me..but it wouldn't help seeing you gave it your best shot. I wouldn't change the day I first met you until you left me something to remember you by..

Now you know why I care so much about her..she was

Unique..

Beautiful..

Outgoing...

Loud..

Crazy...

Funny...

Cheerful...

Amazing....

Determined...

Most of all an experience..

A/n Its just the first part! Let me know how it is? Okay and later! By guys! 😊