Star Pov
The next few days I tried my best so I could be able to go out for awhile. Marco kept his promise and I was actually kinda surprised he even did? I thought he would have said no or he can't cause it's not right? But I told him the truth..I love him but I can't get attached but he doesn't care! I don't want to be the reason he's sad when I'm gone?

I want him to be happy and experience life for me. I smiled as I got to wear my own clothing, it's been awhile since I've actually got dressed in anything pretty. As i braided my hair Marco walked in and I held a big smile "Hey" I say as he walked towards me and hugged me "Hey..how you feeling?" I nodded

"I'm good I could be out for a few hours but I have to bring this" I held the silver cane and he chuckles "Well it's safer right?" He sounded nervous "Marco are you okay?" He nods "Yeah I'm fine come on my mom is waiting" wait his mom? Do I get to finally meet his mother? How do I look? Will she think I'm a waste?

I panic in my head but it all goes away when Marco hold my hand. They were soft and warm and caring. He smiled and we walked to the main entrance and I see a black jeep compact. As he opened the door I was greeted by his mother "Hello honey nice to finally meet you, I'm Mrs Diaz or Angie I don't mind which" I shook her hand and  she was really kind and very pretty.

"Hello nice to meet you too, your so pretty I love your eyes" she giggles "Thanks..well Marco where are we going?" "You'll take us to the mall to the movies and you'll go do whatever" his mom smiled and nodded "Alright..I heard so much about you Star" I smirked "Really?" "Oh yeah Marco always talks about you when he comes home"

"Mom! Stop please.." I giggled as he lowered his head "I'm sorry it's just so nice to meet a girl you like" I blushed and sigh a bit "Its okay mom but you always overdo it" they continue their little banter and I look out the window watching the trees pass by.

We arrived at the mall and Marco held my hand and we walked towards the movies. His mom left towards the stores and I looked up at Marco as he bites his lip "What's wrong?" "I'm nervous okay? I never done this before.." I smirked "Its okay I haven't either we'll get through it together okay?" He nods

"How will we be alone later?" I asked as I held closer "My mom has to go to a meeting so we'll be alone by then?" I nodded and looked at the movie choices..not many options "Marco? Star? What's going on?" As we looked it was Oskar and I slowly let go of Marco "We're watching a movie? What are you doing here?"

I noticed a short brunette behind him drinking a soda "Oh I just got out watching one with..sorry sweetheart what's your name?" "Leslie" the girl spoke but she seemed annoyed "Right..you look beautiful star" I blushed and looked away from him "Thanks Oskar..you should go back to your date" I said and he sighs as he nods

"I know..I'll see you around" he winks at me and he leaves with the girl under his arm and I let out a breath that I was holding. "That was hard to watch" Marco said and I nodded "Yeah I know..Marco the day I called you Oskar came and visited me..he came and told me he loves me and stuff and even kissed me I didn't really like it so I pushed him away. He told me that you love me too" he blushed and nods "I already told you though?" I smiled "I know.."

During the movie Marco held my hands and even have small kisses here an there which was cute. After the movie was over his mom took us to his house, I haven't been here in a while since the last time I came.

As i got out I felt my legs start to hurt but I pushed the pain away. And used my cane as we walked towards his door "I'll be back in a few hours, there's snacks and drinks" his mother said and took off.

(Warning slight smut but not really ⚠You have been warned)

As we entered I felt my heart race a bit and I could tell Marco was nervous as well. I did the first move and kiss his slow and gentle..soon he held my face to deepen the kiss. As pulled away our faces were flushed and I motioned towards the stairs, he nods and picks me up and puts me on his shoulder which makes me laugh "Marco! Stop!"

He was chuckling as he put me down on his bed and went to close the shades in his bedroom. "What are you doing?" "Don't want Janna to know we're here" I forgot that were neighbors "Oh alright" we took off our shoes first and I lay back on the bed as Marco crawled onto me and started kissing me. It was sweet and gentle and I loved it.

He started kissing down my neck which made me giggle and made him stop and laugh as well "I'm sorry..It tickles" he laughed between my shoulders and I held on his neck. As we relaxed he moved up and looked down at me and ran his hands under my shirt, his hands were warm and slightly shaky.

As he stopped I pulled at the bottom of his shirt, he noticed and pulled it off I blushed seeing the six pack coming in. He was pretty fit and it made him even more hotter. I rolled us over so I was top and he blushed seeing me this way. I lifted my shirt and threw it to the side and Marco sat up and kissed down my chest, it felt weird but good.

I let out a soft moan and he tensed up a bit "H-Hey it's okay don't stop" I said as he flipped us over, he graced my body with his hands until he stopped at my bruised arms by all the needles that left marks.

I blush as he slowly placed kisses and called me beautiful. As we smiled at each other he slowly started pulling off my shorts and I unbuckled his jeans. As we sat there on his bed with nothing but our underwear I could feel he was feeling nervous and I was little scared too.

I held his face and made him look into my eyes, he looked at me and relaxed "Take a deep breath and look into my eyes" he nods and kissed me again, he pulled one of my legs up as he got closer..I could feel him getting hard and i blushed at the thought. He looked me and I held his hand and pulled it down my lower area. He looked scared but I knew what I wanted him to do.

"Hey don't be scared.." I whispered and he nods. As i felt his hand made contact I felt all tingly and pleased he noticed my expression and my flushed face that he pulls one of my hands towards his friend. I smirked and gladly helped he started to grunt and pant as we were nearing but he pulled away and I did as well "Not yet.." he said as he went and got protection.

My underwear was tossed and his boxers were thrown off to the side and then I realized this was happening and there wasn't going back. He got between my legs and lined up and covered us as he waited for me to get comfortable. "This might hurt.." he said as he moved inside me I gripped his neck and screamed in pain I told him to wait and he did as I adjusted to his size.

"You can move" he nods and slowly moved in and out in a slow rhythm. Pained turned into pleasure as Marco started going faster. I moan and pant while he did the same I could feel myself getting close and he was having trouble "Your close aren't you?" He asked almost out of breath and I nodded after a few more I came but I told Marco to keep going so he can release.

He flipped over so I could help him come faster. After a few bounces he let out a pretty sound which made me smile, I leaned down and kissed him as he moved me next to him. The blanket was covering us and we stared up at the bare ceiling. The whole thing was an experience and I loved it..especially with Marco.

He will be my first and last after this as Marco disposed the condom he started putting his clothes back on and I started doing the same. It was quiet between us until we finished making his bed with fresh sheets. "Thank you" he said blushing and I blushed as well

"No..thank you Marco" I leaned towards him and kissed him we chuckled and headed downstairs and watch some tv before I had to go. We chatted a bit more and then it was time for me to go. His mother asked us what we did and we looked at each other and smiled "Nothing we just watched tv and talked" she nods and I giggle as Marco held my hand and kissed my head.

I wish I didn't have this stupid condition maybe then me and Marco could be together and actually have a normal life. "I'll be quick mom" I didn't realize we made it to the hospital so quickly and I kinda didn't want to go back but I have to.

As i got to my boring hospital room I embrace Marco tightly and cried. "Hey what's wrong?" "Don't go..please stay" he rubbed my back and held my face and kissed me "Star I can't stay..I'll visit you tomorrow okay?" I shook my head "Marco please stay here..with me" he looked worried and I didn't understand why I was acting this way

"Star? What's wrong?" "I'm afraid I won't see you again" he looked shocked "I'll be here for you always, I promise you I'll be here when you go through the surgery and after I promise" he wiped the tears away "Okay.."

I hugged him and he kissed my head "Get some rest and I'll see you tomorrow" I nodded and kiss him once more before he took off in the dark hallway "I love you.."

A/n i suck at writing smut I can't write it to save my life 😖 i didn't want to go into detail but i hoped you enjoyed this part? Let me know how I did? Also this book is almost completed which is crazy and I wanna thank you for being here with me! Bye guys!