I closed my eyes, but sleep was far away from me. So without knowing what to do I just sat on my bed in Indian style and looked at my mother's photo which I had hung on the wall directly to my bed and thought why my life is like this? Why am I looking like this?

Earlier I was not the person who used to think like this about my appearance and was so judgemental. But those toxic people changed my mind to been toxic and rooted all those insecurities in my deep heart.

I always think that my father's looks are fine. My mother looks like 80's heroines, in her old photos. I've seen her pics in some albums also. Except for my eyes, nothing resembles the same her. Even My elder brother Karthik and My Elder sister Kavya both look Handsome and pretty. Their shapes were also healthy.

My neighbour, Aunt Luxmi was my mom's friend, Being curious one day I asked the answers to the questions which bothered me for a long time. She said that I looked like my mother's elder sister, Devi. I have not met any relations from my mother's side up to now. So I didn't know about Devi Aunty at all. What could I do if my DNA contained my maternal aunty's DNA? It's not my fault, then only science has to be blamed or my family who were being idiots even though all are well graduated but couldn't understand even this simple logic.

Not only by appearance, I have contrasted with them by other things too. Karthik is 29 years old, A Qualified Chartered Accountant and works at a well-reputed company, soon plans to open his own organisation. Kavya is 27, graduated in Interior Architecture and works at one of the famous Interior designing companies. And My father Mr. Radha Krishnan is 57, A Retired Psychics teacher. And I always wonder how he behaved with his students during teaching at school. I really felt pity for them.

And finally, I am, Kayal, 25 years old, graduated in Archaeology from Southampton University, London. Currently digging pits and searching for the skeletons of Egyptian mummies.

Hehehe, just kidding don't get shocked.🤭

Okay jokes apart, I have completed my Diploma in Culinary Arts, and happily work at ' SweetCheeks Bakers', as a Pastry Chef. And this shop is owned by my best friend, Abilashini's brother, Abishek ☺️.

Let me tell you a secret! Abishek is my...... First Crush🙈. Shhhh! Don't tell this secret to anyone because if they came to know they'll make fun of me. Also, I know even he won't reciprocate the same feeling for me. 😞 Anyways he's the one who helped me to follow my dream through believing in me and appointed me for his shop. And he had never looked down on me.

I don't like the people who judge others by their jobs. Because everyone has the freedom to choose their career which makes them happy and satisfied. We can't change our likes and dislikes according to others and be afraid of their judgements. Otherwise, we had to live a fake life through our whole life.

Now did you understand, why my father taunted me earlier comparing my work with my siblings? But now I'm habituated to his tantrums. So I won't mind it nowadays. For him, I can't change my passion which I'm following heartfully. Because that's the only great thing happened in my life which I adore the most.

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