Kayal's bedroom picture👆

"Come in" That was the only thing what my father said. When I got into the living room I heard my father closing the door with a hard thud sound. Probably that thud sound meant for me but poor door had to face his wrath at first. Sorry, dear door! You are like my twin sister because every time you were the only one who shared his part of wrath for me...

I just tried to move towards my room silently like I didn't hear anything, Keyword 'tried'. Only to stop by my father's not-so-loving voice and words.

"Stop you ugly bitch" At there his words struck me hard. I know I can't expect anything from my father other than these insulting words. But my poor heart always craving and making false hope that one day my father would be a great father and would treat me how he treats my elder sister Kavya or how other fathers treat their daughters generally. Because always I had heard that daughters are every dad's princess... But in my story, I was a witch in my father's perception nothing like Kavya who's living like whole princess life and getting all the love and comfort from my family.

While deeply thinking about my wrenched fate I already forgot that my father was calling me from behind with beautiful names... Coming back to reality I just turned to face him but even for a second I didn't lift my face and looked at him. Please don't think that I'm not respecting him. Because do you know why, my own father doesn't like to see my face? He always used to say not to show my face to him, otherwise, he'd also be affected by my bad omen.

Already he taunts me for staying at his home. But for society's sake only he let me live here yet. He's afraid that I'll tarnish his name if anything happens like that. But why couldn't he understand that I won't ever do that to him? Even I don't have the freedom to voice out my thoughts inside my house... Sometimes it feels like I'm living in a stranger's house.

"Bitch again where did you lose in your dreamland? Or planning to how to destroy us?". Sorry, am I lost in my thoughts again? Oh, my stupid brain why are you also getting me into trouble? Putting the full stop to my thoughts I said " Sorry Appa". "Who needs your useless sorry, I just need your part of the salary. Unless your salary you are useless to us. I thought you ran away with your salary or roaming with your idiot friend spending all the money. You may roam the whole country and go whoring around anywhere else, I don't mind it. But if I hear anything like destroying my family's reputation, You will see my other face which you wouldn't like to see" he warned me in a dark tone. Like I never see that face, I thought.

Again he continued, "Now get lost from here without heating the same place standing like an ugly fat statue, and quickly make the dinner for us. Already it's passed eight and you know well that your brother and sister have well-reputed workplaces to go to tomorrow, unless like you who is doing work which is not matched to our family at all" he burst out. 'Our Family' that word felt very foreign to me. "OK Appa give me 15 minutes, I'll quickly freshen up and make dinner", I rushed towards my room. Cause I don't want to hear from him anymore. This is enough for me today.

After I entered my room I took a huge breath which I held for a long time in front of my father. Even I couldn't be able to breathe peacefully inside of this house. I don't want to provoke these people with my breathing sounds. Always it's suffocating me.

Oops!...My room, this the one of the places I feel myself in this whole house. You can think about which is the next place, that is the small garden which we have backside of our house. Mostly no one visits there telling, they are that much busy to even visit their own house's garden. Why was I worrying about their work, because I have a huge task to complete now. So I'll continue from here after finishing my so-called important task. Sorry guys.

After getting freshened up I wore my comfortable kurti and hurried to the kitchen. I know it's hard but within around 30 minutes I finished my cooking and arranged it in our small dining table which is enough for our cute beautiful family. Frequently I'll make small useless jokes like this, so don't mind it.



Dining Table 👆

Once I completed arrangements I called them to have dinner. There came my father following my brother and sister. I served Chapati and dhal curry with Paneer butter masala (Indian dishes) which I made for dinner. I reheated the Paneer butter masala which I made in the morning for lunch.

Thanks to God who was in heaven, surprisingly they didn't utter any words, just finished their dinner and left for their respective rooms. As usual, no one bothered to even ask me to join them. Even I lost my appetite after listening to my father's endless tantrums. So I cleaned everything in the kitchen and finally reached my heavenly bedroom to at least have some peace while sleeping. I got into my comfy duvet, cuddled into my pillow and closed my eyes to welcome that peace and take me far away from these evil people.

°Appa- Father

Hi Lovelies,

That's for now...

Love u and Take care ☘️❤️