Hey!

I'm tired of all this heartbreak please we need a little touch of happiness right😁?
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Ummah splashed some water on her face. She couldn't believe the news that reached to her. She killed a soul, an innocent soul. A baby for that matter! SubhanaAllah she is a murderer. She killed her grand daughter.

Holding the sink for support, she looked at the monster she has become. How will she be able to look at her children now? And her Ahmaad?! Ya Rabb!

She blamed no one for what she has become unless Haneesa.

She changed her. She was not like that before.

Hearing noises, she clean herself with the hand towel and slowly exit the bathroom. The house was suddenly filled with people, mostly Munayarh's relatives, she watch as the all sit in the living room crying for the loss of a pious, innocent girl.

"You!" Munayarh yelled trudging to where Ummah was.

"You killed my baby. How dare you!? Wallahi you must pay for this you heartless human being!" She yelled with tears streaming down her face

"Ya Allah! Munayarhtu what has gotten into you!? Do you know who you are talking to?" Her aunty Maryama reprimand cleaning her tears with the edge of her hijab.

"Yes! I am very aware of everything aunty Maryama, don't worry I haven't lost my mind" she said glaring at Ummah who was avoiding her gaze.

"If it isn't Bilkisu, the mother who loves her child more than anything in the world, the murderer of my child.." She spat.

"Mind your words" Ummah snapped.

"No I won't, what will you do huhn? Will you also kill me just like you killed my daughter!?"

"Munayrah stop it now!" Aunty Maryama said dragging her away.

"I know you are heartbroken but remember every soul shall taste death"

"I know but my baby.. She is so young" she cried closing her face with her palms.

"Don't say that please, that's how Allah willed now pray for her enough of the tears." she hugged her;

"Assalam Alaikum" they heard Ahmaad's broken voice as he step inside the house. They all replied his salaam and when he saw Munayarh in tears his heart shattered once again.

They had just concluded the janaeeza and it literally broke him into two when he bathed his little blessing. He will never forget how she was placed in her grave.. It will haunt him forever.

"Munayarh follow me!" He said and she sniffed nodding her head.

"Ahmaadu.." His mother move closer to talk to him but he walk right passed her.

"Msst" Munayarh hissed at her while pushing her out of the way also.

She walked up the stairs and into the room Ahmaad entered; "You wanted to say something?" She asked when he sat by his bed hands wrapped around his head.

"Marry me!"

She was taken aback by his command that he had to repeat himself again.

"No Ahmaad, stop! Do not pity me. Ya Rabb!" She burst into tears again.

"Do not cry Munayarh, it adds to my list of worries wallah"

"Then do not pity me Ahmaad. It is over between us, I don't want a relationship that is based on pity. I get it we have lost Na'eema forever and ever but that is how Allah willed Ahmaad, we should just move on with our lives.."

"How do we do that Munayarh!?" He swallowed back his tears.

He could still feel her petite figure close to her body..

He could see her covered in tears over and over and over again.

"I know it will be hard on you but trust me it will be more hard on me, I carried her in my stomach for nine good months. I gave birth to her, i went through labour for her, I stayed up all night for her- feeding her, I dressed her up, I hugged her, I slept with her, I lived with her presence for nine months inside me only to spend a week with her! I only got to see her beautiful angelic face for one week! only one week Ahmaad!" She yelled remembering her baby. The one who is no more.

"I am sorry Munayarh, I am the cause of your plight"

"Your not at fault Ahmaad, That is how Allah planned" she said strongly sitting beside him. She was feeling dizzy and light headed.

"May Allah grant us the power to get through this" he prayed and she replied with an audible ameen.

"I will be leaving now, thank you for loving her despite what I did to ruin your marriage life with Haneesa"

"It is all in the past Munayarh and where do you think you are going?" He asked giving a quizzed look.

"I am going home"

"This is your home Munayarh, what do you mean!?" He asked standing on his feet ready to stop her.

"We are divorced remember?" She laughed.

"Marry me Munayarh!" He said holding her hand and she smiled against the tears rolling down her cheek.

"I am not as strong as Haneesa, I can't live with your mother Ahmaad. I can't live with that woman!" She said letting go of his hand.

"Haneesa might be patience but I am not. Wallahi if I marry you again you might come home and find your mother dead so just let it go already. Allah Hafiz Ahmaad! Thank you for forgiving me" she smiled before leaving the room where she met her aunties waiting for her.

She bid Inbihaj, Zubaina, Nabila and Abba goodbye before looking at the woman behind her emptiness in life..

"This is not goodbye Bilkisu, I promise you that. I will be back for you.." She whispered dangerously so only her will hear.

With that she left.

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Maami stare at the cutest eyes she has ever seen from the incubator glass making a wide grin to burst on her lips. She had tears of happiness rolling down her cheek as Adda Hayrah wrap her hands around her shoulder wrapping her in a warm embrace.

"Maami she did it, your baby love did it MaShaaAllah. Congratulations to the latest granny in town.." She cheered happily placing a kiss on her cheek.

"Congratulations to the latest aunt in town also.. Hayrah I am so happy, word can't describe how elated I am."

"Oh Maami! My dearest mother! I am very much happy too, finally a little touch of happiness and I hope it lasts forever" she sigh.

"InshaAllah it will Hayrah, with this little two bundle of cuteness, I am absolutely sure everything will fall into place" she smiled wiping away her tears as she moved closer to the other incubator where a baby Haneesa was cozily asleep.

"I will just send Fareeda a text and let her know the caesarean section was successful!" Adda Hayrah inform as she exit the nursery.

After communicating with Fareeda and Al-Amin who were over the moon, she decided to call her husband who was waiting anxiously for her call since she left.

"Habibty..." She cooed

"How is she feeling?"

"Your officially an uncle of two little ones. Mabrook my love!" she break the news, even without someone telling you, from her voice you can sense how delightful and happy she was.

"Alhamdulilah! Alhamdulilah!! Alhamdulilah!!! She gave birth to twins?"

"Yes, a mini Ahmaad and a mini Haneesa, though they will be in the incubator for a while, both babies and mother are doing fine"

"May Allah bless them, do send a picture of them real soon. And a picture of Hanee, I want to see how blotted and worn out she looks" he teased making her laugh, something she haven't done in a really long time.

"I'm happy to hear you laugh again wifey, it's been long" he said in a husky voice making her ovaries to shake.

"Goodbye habibty, I love you. Take care of the twins and tell them out their baby cousins" she end the call quickly. She wasn't ready for Hamid's intense conversation through the phone.

Shaking her head at her husband, she turned to the nurse who informed her Haneesa has been moved to a room and she may see her. She squealed a little, thanked the nurse and walked to room 404 where her baby sister was laying on the bed tirelessly.

"Adda Hayrah, is it true I gave birth twins!? SubhanaAllah!" She weakly said thrilled as she clutch onto her sister's hand.

"Yes my love. You gave birth to two adorable angels!"

"Alhamdulilah.." She said before bursting out into uncontrollable tears, Adda tried pacifying her thinking it was tears of happiness but when she saw how red and swollen her eyes were she became terrified.

"Haneesa what is it?" She asked.

"It's Ahmaad! I can't believe it. Even if he will take Munayarh back can't he wait until I give birth to child?! Ya Allah! I don't think I can stay in this marriage any longer adda..." She explained under one breath.

Guilt too over Adda Hayrah. How will she start telling her that everything was a lie!? "Haneesa please don't worry yourself, we will talk about this later"

And before she could talk, Fareeda and Al-Amin entered the room bringing an end to their conversation.

Fareeda held Haneesa in a big hug, "Haneesa you are officially the worst friend on earth. You couldn't even wait for my baby, you had to bring your baby into the world without mine" she pout taking a seat beside her. Adda had disappeared from the room saying she will call Maami from the nursery.

"I'm so sorry Fareeda, it's not my fault those two were so eager to come inside the world" she wipe away her tears.

"Don't tell me...."

"I gave birth to twins"

"Oh Ya Rahman! Awwwwn! I can't wait to see them!! How beautiful" she screeched delighted.

"Oh Allah, Fareeda calm down, our baby" Al-Amin said worriedly walking over to her as he drape his hands around her neck and planted a kiss on her forehead.

"I'm sorry but didn't you just hear what she said?"

"I did! And congratulations Haneesa! That's such a scare you gave us there by the way, next time alert us" he winked and she laughed heartily.

"Thank you and hopefully there won't be a next time"

Just then Maami entered the room and the couple adjusted so she could meet her daughter.

"Maami.."

"My auta.." She teased pinching her cheek lovingly.

"Kai Maami stop it already! What will my babies think of me when they hear you call me that! They won't take me seriously, no one will take me seriously for that matter!" She whined.

"See as big as you are you are whining!" she shake her head sideways. "May God help you Haneesa"

"Amin, Amin. And may Allah keep that smile on your face forever and always"

"Amiin my baby" she smiled as a nurse entered the room dismissing all of them saying Haneesa needdx rest.

"We will be back tomorrow morning InshaAllah. Takw care of yourself" Maami bid.

"But.. Who will stay with me the hosiptal" Haneesa said on the verge of tears.

"This is not Nigeria Haneesa, don't be silly! The nurses are here besides it's not allowed" Fareeda laughed.

"Haba Fareeda.... Maami please stay..."

"No! Maami let's go, she is my mother for today" she said sticking out her tongue at Haneesa "goodbye Haneesa, enjoy the night with the nurses" she said dragging her hand and they left a pouting, sulking yet happy Haneesa.

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Assalam Alaikum, I haven't been feeling too well lately but I have been trying to stay strong and update for you all..

Sorry to say it has reached to the point where I need a break😩

Please bare with me all,

I just thought it will be better if I inform and prepare you guys cause going MIA is not funny.

InshaAllah Ammah will be right back on track.

Include me in your duas please.

One more to go and I will be off for my little break,

Thank you for understanding.