Love
She entered his office with a frown on her face.
"How do you know about it?", she asked him directly keeping her bag on the table.
"Well hello to you too wife", he said typing the last bit on his computer before looking at her.
"I was not expecting you to say this after whatever you said on-call", she told him as he nodded.
"Why do you wanna know about it? Aren't you happy with your life right now?", he asked as she frowned.
"I want to know everything about myself so nobody could use that against me in the future", she told him as he rubbed his forehead sighing.
"I am there to take care of you", he said sternly as she raised her eyebrows at his words.
"Yeah and that's why Bhai told me about me being adopted", she told him as he looked the other way. She sighed before walking behind him gently massaging his shoulders.
Saachi
"I didn't say that to make you feel bad or anything. I just don't want anything to make a difference between us. I just don't want any problems between us", I told him as he turned to face me before wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.
"I would not let anything come in between us", he promised as I frowned.
"You won't let me know about the past?", I asked him but he didn't answer.
"Come on Yuvraj Ji. You can't dictate me", I told him trying to get away from him.
"Why don't you try to understand sweetheart?", He asked softly.
"Because I need to know. It's my life and you can't always protect me. I need to be strong. I am not a little kid anymore", I told him.
"If protecting you from pain means treating you like a kid then I am fine with it", He told as
"I would hate you forever if you try to come in between now", I warned him as he smiled lightly before kissing my forehead.
"I am fine with the hatred as long as you are happy", he said as I gritted pushing him away.
"What do you think you are doing? Do you think you only love me? Well sorry to burst out your imagination I love you a lot. And I am doing this to have a new start with you. The time you got shot I know how I felt. I felt like I would die any moment. I can't stay without you for god sake and you just behave like this. I know somehow that thing was connected with me", I told him.
"It wasn't connected to you", he told me trying to get closer to me.
"What about the man who came to my room when I fainted? He said he is my father what about it?", I asked him as he nodded.
"I knew you heard that. That is the reason behind your finding of your twin sister", he glared at me.
"Don't give me that look. It's enough I can't stay in dark anymore. I want a normal family. I want to marry you and live my life peacefully but it would never be possible with all the secrets you are keeping from me. I could never trust you in that case", I told him as he took a deep breath.
"Than don't trust me", He told me as I frowned.
"Is that the solution to this problem?", I asked him but he didn't answer just kept looking at me.
"Yuvraj Ji, I can't do this if there are secrets between us", I told him and walked to the wooden door.
"What about your father, Saachi? It is not only me but your father as well who is keeping secrets from you then why only me. Is this because he is your father and I am no one to you", he asked suddenly in a darker tone as I turned to him not expecting this answer from him.
He was literally shaking with red eyes as I walked to him.
I tried to reach him only for him to show his palm to me. He looked at me with that scary look as I gulped. I was scared more than I ever was with him.
He shook his head indicating me not to come anymore near to him.
"You hate me because I keep secrets from you?", He asked but I felt as if I couldn't answer it.
He took few steps back looking away before picking up his chair and throwing it at the door as I gasped.
"Yuvraj Ji", I tried to reach him.
"Why is it only me who suffers? Why is it me who gets the punishment of staying away from you when others are at fault? First Aarya told you the truth and I felt like if I didn't let you go you would lose yourself that's why let you go but when I realized you loved me I wanted to regret but you chose to leave me and come back to India. Now also it's not only me who is keeping secrets from you but you are going to leave me again", He shouted as I flinched. He walked towards me pulling me closer to him having a tight grip around my wrist as I struggled in the tight hold.
"Why am I the only person suffering in all this?", He growled pulling me more closer to him.
"Yuvraj Ji, It is hurting", I told him in between the sobs.
"It is hurting. It is hurting right Love? What about my heart", He shouted as I closed my eyes in fear. The door opened as Bhai came inside with Baba Sa.
"Yuvraj, leave her", Baba Sa instructed him silently but he kept looking at me with that pained expression that broke my heart.
"Yuvraj, You are hurting her. Get away from her", Baba Sa repeated.
Yuvraj Ji blinked before pushing me away taking few steps back.
"Saachi, Go", Baba Sa ordered as I looked at Yuvraj Ji who looked so broken. I gulped the tears as Bhai pulled me away from there.
"No, Please. I am fine", I told them.
"Saachi, go. He is not in his senses. He can hurt you at this moment", Baba Sa said as I blinked looking at Yuvraj Ji who was sitting on the sofa with his head in his hands.
"Please Baba Sa. He won't. He needs me. I promise I'll call you if something happened", I pleaded as he looked at my face before nodding. Bhai wanted to say something but Baba Sa pulled him out closing the door.
I sat in front of him and kept my hand on his knees with a shaky hand.
"What do you want now?", he asked me in a mere whisper.
"Go", He told me as more tears fall down my eyes.
"I am sorry", I told him as he looked at my face.
"I don't need your sorry", he told me as I looked down.
"I didn't mean to come out like this", I justified as he shook his head.
"Saachi, Just go. I don't know. I would hurt you", he said as I cupped his face.
"You can never hurt me. I trust you", I told him as he laughed humorlessly.
"You just said you can't trust me if I keep secrets", he said with his eyes looking in mine searching for something.
"Is it that difficult to share things with me", I asked him as he wiped my tears.
"Sweetheart, you are very wrong here. I have shared every single thing with you except the things which can literally affect you", He said as I sighed before keeping my head in his lap.
"I Love You. I would never leave you. Don't react like this, please. It was so scary", I told him but he didn't answer and kept looking in space.
"Please say something", I said holding his wrist.
"Am I a very difficult person to live with Saachi?", he asked suddenly as I frowned before making him look at me.
"Who told you this?", I asked him looking in his eyes. He just shook his head.
"What is it?", I asked him.
"Nothing", He shook his head.
"Yuvraj Ji, I am yours. Whatever I say or whatever may be the situation nothing can change this fact", I told him as he sighed holding my hands before pulling me on his lap hugging me close to himself.
I sighed returning the hug putting my head on his shoulder as he took a deep breath.
"I am fine now", he told me as I sighed.
"You didn't forgive me till now", I told him but he didn't answer.
"Yuvraj Ji, I am sorry. You also did hurt me. See", I told him showing my wrist as he frowned before holding my wrist inspecting the marks.
"I am so sorry", he whispered with a guilty look.
"I didn't mean to do that to make you feel bad. It was just a weak moment for you", I told him but he didn't answer.
"Yuvraj Ji, let's go for coffee. We are going to get officially married in 15 days", I told him with excitement as he smiled pulling my cheek.
"You aren't busy today?", He asked in a mere whisper.
"I can never be busy for my dear hubby", I told him as he smiled affectionately at me.
"Well, your smile does look gorgeous but don't smile in public. I don't want other girls to see it", I told him as he raised his eyebrows at me.
"Yes Ma'am", He said as I smiled.
"Let's go", I told him holding his hand in mine, and walked out of his cabin. I found Baba Sa and Bhai outside with a troubled expression. I nodded at them as they sighed.
"They were scared that I would end up hurting you", he said as I looked at him.
"Honestly I was scared at the starting at well but then I do trust your love", I told him as he smiled lightly.
"You know what?", I asked after a minute of us sitting silently in the cafe with the coffee in front of me.
"What?", He asked me as I looked at him.
"You love me more than I can ever love you", I told him as he stared at my face for a second before looking at his coffee.
"I am so sorry. I don't know where I am lacking", I told him as he again gave me that small smile.
"It isn't your fault. I fell in love with you before I even came to know about this emotion called love", He told me as I frowned.
"What do you mean?", I asked him.
"From when do you think I love you?", He asked me.
"When you kidnapped me?", I told him as he smiled at my proud expression.
"You are really dumb", He stated as I frowned.
"Than from when?", I asked him.
"More than 20 years", He told me as I gaped at his words.
"You are 26 right now", I told him as he nodded.
"Oh god", I gasped rubbing my forehead. What the hell is he saying?
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Till Next Time...
I am unable to update on time because as many of you know I just passed 12th and the percentage for this year had been really high. So I need to prepare for some entrance exams. Let's just hope everything works.
I have a little justification. Some readers asked me if I am in a relationship so it's a big no. My expectation for a partner is very high. There are very less chances that I can ever be in a relationship. And if it ever happened which I know has very little possibility you guys will know.
Krishna really didn't make anyone for me. I have my whole focus on studies and I don't want my mother to beat me with her sandals. So yeah single life is bliss for me.
By the way, Happy Janmashtami. May this corona end soon.
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