taking off all the idols

but the need for greatness continues

the joan of arc urge to trailblaze through barren fields

blurred lines between self preservation and my own insanity

everything i've prophesized for myself has come true

my instincts don't lie

i've traded material wealth for a chance at my place in the Bible

and still they all laugh

i've carved my permanence by embarrassing myself at every turn

playing messenger to an unhealthy extent

it's not enough for me to write stories

i need to live them

torn between feeling grateful for what i have and wanting to carve my path to greatness

2022

📍 guerrero, méxico