Disappointment
Assalm o alaiqum all my reader, I m so sorry for this late update. Due to some technical fault in my laptop I couldn't update on time I m sorry once again but I am glad you guys didn't forgotten me now enjoy the update
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Anum
"It already been a day, I am already missing Zee" Saad said while we exit from our class room, it was last class for the day.
"I agree" its true, I am not only missing her but also worried for her. She is facing rough path from the starting. I just pray its of worth. It take to her destination of happiness
Allah! Give her strength and patience
I glanced at him and saw him staring me. I signalled him what
"You are disturbed, care to tell me what's disturbing you" he asked
Previously when he guess my mood correctly, I used to think he loves like I do. Stupid me right? But now I don't know now what to think.
"It's nothing" I replied. "Is your so called fiance has started his new drama" he asked bitterly after a long pause
"Zaid has nothing to do with this" I don't know why he has to drag him in our conversation. If I didn't know, I would confuse it with jealousy
His phone rang and he excused himself, a part of me still think he loves but a part of me doesn't agree with it. I know it's wrong I am engaged I cant think about someone else
Allah forgive me please
"Anum" I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turned and found Zaid standing there.
"I didn't know you coming?" I asked
"Our parents are having discussing about us so they send me here to pick you" he answered
"Oh Anum" I heard Saad coming. This is the situation I dread. Two people the one I loved and the one I will be getting married to when comes in one room, let just say it doesn't turn out to be pleasant.
"Oh man I didn't see you there Assalm o alaiqum" Saad greeted upon seeing Zaid
"Walaiqum asslam, you always doesn't see anyone when Anum is around" he mocked
"Zaid" but he ignored "I am waiting for you in the car come fast"
I turned to face Saad who was gritting his teeth. "I am sorry for his behavior Sasd, I m truly am" I said his eyes softened
"It's not your fault. I came here to give you your notes" he handed me and without waiting he turned and left. No matter how much I have persuaded myself that I have move on, his walking away gives heartache like the one when he rejected me.
I headed to car. I don't know what is wrong with Zaid, he never acted like that, they used to mock and give cold shoulder but this accusation
"You took long a time, I thought you aren't coming" he commented as I sat
" What is your problem? And what was that few minutes ago? I asked him
He ignored my questions and started engine. After some moments, I felt his hand on mine. I immediately removed my hand from him. He attempted his action again and I again removed my hands. On his third attempt, I couldn't take it anymore "Zaid please"
"It's been six months of our engagement and in two month we will be getting married and you are behaving like I am some disease to you" his words shocked me to hell
Two month, getting married
"What are you saying, didn't our parent settled that we will get married once my MBBS is finished" I questioned him
"Well we are not really getting married in two month we are having nikkah"
"I have got a job in Dubai, I will be leaving after two month, before that we have to have our Nikkah so that your documents get ready after ruksati you will be leaving with me" he explained. I could sense his excitement and desperation
"Congratulations Zaid" this is so soon
We reached home and greeted by our parents
"Oh my daughter came" my khala exclaimed
" I hope Zaid break the new to you" she asked. I nodded
"How are you feeling my child, when he told me I was so ecstatic, now you should learn to cook and household work as well, you will be alone there managing the home"
"Apa Anum will be also practicing her field maybe she will get a job in Dubai then I believe they will manage everything by themselves you know"
Shoot I was dreading this situation my parents doesn't know anything about quitting my dream
"Shafaq you don't know yet Anum will be a housewife she herself chose this Anum haven't you told them" All the eyes in the room shifted to me. I want the ground open and bury me in
"Is this true Anum" I heard papa say, I dared to see in his eyes which showed disappointment
"Yes papa" I muttered
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Saad
"Assalm o alaiqum Dadi" I greeted and kissed her cheeks, she was sitting on prayer mat and reciting Holy Quran. She smiled
I checked her medicine and as always she missed today. After my grandfather death, Dadi is my only family left. Seeing her skipping her medicine worries me a lot. I took her medicine, pour her syrup in the spoon and fed her. She almost completed reciting and close the Holy Quran, she made disgusting face when I fed her
" You missed today as well" I reasoned
"I forgot" came her obvious reply
"As always from continuous three days you are forgetting it why"
" Medicine are yuck" she whined like a kid
" Dado please take your medicine on time I don't want to loose you as well" I said seriously
"Later or sooner I am going to die you can't stop that now can you" she said calmly, my dado is suffering from cancer and there is nothing can doctors do. Surgery is not an option because of her age
Only medicine can stable her condition but it is only temporary. I hate this everyone I love goes away from me
" You also want to go away from me" my voice croaked
"I can't do anything about this son" Dado hugged me
" Your father called yesterday at night" she added
"He got to remember he has a mother" I said bitterly
" And a son" she added
"He have three son Dado it is impossible for him to remember me" I said with a small smile
"Anyway what was he asking"
"About you" she answered, I looked at her confusedly
" He wants you to come Dubai"
"In this condition of yours never and besides he doesn't want me Dado he wants a servant to take care his wife and kids" I said bitterly
I was ten when my parents got divorced, my mother never talked to me so as my father, the only people who took me in were my grandparents. But one day my father called and he wanted me to come Dubai. I was so ecstatic about the news but it all shattered when I went there. They treated me like a servant doing their small work like picking my step sibling who were always bitter to me like third mother. At first I loved to do the work but my father never acknowledged me as a family member. I had enough when he introduce me a boy living with them nothing more. I begged my grandfather to take me away from here. He came to see me and took me from there and my father didn't even stopped me from going. From that day I broke all my ties from them, my only family was my grandparents only and no one
"Saad" Dado called me bringing me out from my bitter memories
"No Dado say him to me my parents decided the day they abandoned me"
"Saad" she said in horror
" I am sorry but no dado one I m not leaving you alone when you aren't well second I am not going to them, they may have me birth but you took care of me and I am not leaving when you need my care so don't force me" I said
" I know they disappointed you but holding grudges is not a solution Saad"
" Disappointment is too big dado I can't forget my own parents abandon me for their selfish reasons" I said softly and left the place
I can't forgive them because of them can't let Anum in myself
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Sorry no zenish and shayaan in this updste. I need to know from you do you Saad and Anum story with Zenish and Shayaan
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