Play this song as you read 'Night like this' by Kehlani ft Ty Dolla $ign

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"Oooh my....Huddah!" She shouted running towards my bed. I looked at her with that'who the hell are you' eyes. It caught her off guard and she sat on the bed looking at me. I was tempted to smile but I had to fake to see how she will react.

"Huddah babygirl, do you remember me ?" She asked worried. I went on looking at her with my mouth shut. "Oh no, you forgot all about my existence ?" She was pained by the fact that I forgot her.

"And who are you ?" I asked trying to move my legs from her ass. Her face fell and I saw hurt on her beautiful face.

"Are you serious, I mean you can't remember me ? I'm your friend." She gushed. Tanya was trying her best to look away from us. I know she is containing her laughter.

"My friend ? Since when ?" I faked my tone. I was finding it funny tricking her.

"For two and half months now, " " she said looking at me as if to tell me to grab those memories just for her sake.

"You're kidding, I've never seen this face ever, " I said.

"Oh no. I'm Noti. That girl you used to halfway hate cause she loved you, " she elaborated and I smiled inwardly.

"How comes she loved me yet I hated her ? I don't understand that." It was sweet faking all this with this sweet lovely girl here.

"Because she isn't...." She trailed off and looked at Tanya who was busy with her phone.

"What ?"

"I'm Noti , Noti, Noti, Noti.....For the thousandth time I'm Noti, " she screamed the last words out and I laughed until I felt tears on my eyes.

"I know you silly, how can I forget such a sweetheart ?" I said slowly motioning her to hug me.

"Seriously you're not kidding this time ?" She was unsure.

"I'm serious, come here girl. I really missed you bitch. I got no amnesia just forgot few things but I will remember everything with time. " I said and she cautiously hugged me.

"I missed you asshole, I didn't know you will come back alive, " she said happily holding my hand.

"I can't leave my best friend without saying goodbye, " I said.

"Damn! Don't fucking think of a goodbye, I mean don't leave again. It was hell with your ass sleeping here all day all night, " she is the same bitch I know.

"Okay, and what was your active ass doing all those days we haven't been together ?" I asked jokingly.

"Keeping this precious thing for you, " she said taking her bag and removed a newspapre giving it to me.

A BEAUTIFUL EMERGING TALENTED GIRL SPOTTED PERFORMING A SONG WITH THE FAMOUS OTILE BROWN AT NOTI JONES BIRTHDAY PARTY.

The headline read and I was shocked at that. A photo of me and his brother was attachd too. I read again before looking at her.

"You let paparazzi at your party ?"

"No , I don't know who the hell took the pictures. "

"You know I don't want to start these crazy things this early ? "

"Yeah I know, especially with your condition it will be hard but I'm trying my best to make sure they don't get any information about you, " she said assuringly.

"Okay."

"Read the first paragraph, " she instructed and I slowly took my eyes back to the newspaper.

As confirmed by many the two might be releasing a song which people are eagerly waiting for. The name of the girl is not known but we will be airing her information once we get know more about her.

"These guys are crazy, they should learn to mind their own businesses for once." I shouted pissed.

"It's called celebrity life, " Noti said and I felt like kicking her ass. "I will not let anyone here and its like only close friends knows about you being in hospital."

"Thank you, I don't know how I could've survived without you bitch, " I laughed.

"I will show you someday. " I saw her wearing a watch. Something special about that watch. It was my birthday gift to her. Actually I remember everything.

"Wow, you liked it ?" I asked pointing at the watch.

"Yes, it was sweet of you to get it for me. It was the only thing that constantly reminded me of the reason why you should wake up. I wanted to thank you for giving it to me, " she said emotionally.

"Welcome, " I said as she bent to hug me again.

"You're such a darling, " she said taking something from her bag.

"Here is your phone. I kept it safe for you, " she handed it to me and I was glad she kept it.

"Thank you too, " I mumbled blowing a kiss to her.

"How is your brother ? " I asked and immediately regretted asking her. "I mean how is Mr Brown ?"

She laughed and looked at me weirdly.

"Both of them are good, they were here few hours ago when you first woke up. "

"Tanya told me, " I said.

"All your close friends come everyday to visit you, even your colleagues, " she said looking at the roof.

"Who has been taking care of me all these days ?"

"Your mom and sister spend all day with you and then Tanya and I spend nights guarding you, " she laughed.

"Really ? Why ? You are always busy Noti ? I think we agreed on this, " I just don't know why she has to sacrifice many things for me.

"I'm not busy during the night Huddah plus I can't sleep my ass in my house knowing very well that you're here almost dying, " she said and I chuckled.

"Geez! All of you are killing me while I'm alive ? "

"But you were almost dead anyway , " Noti is shitty.

"So you two have been sharing stories about me while you thought I was dead ?"

"You're crazy, " Tanya said for the first time taking her concentration from her phone.

"I heard everything you guys used to discuss while I was dead , " I joked and Noti slightly slapped my legs. I really miss being the normal me, that girl Huddah Monroe.

"You're a real ass Huddah, we didn't talk anything about you, she just told me your childish stories and your past boyfriends, " Noti answered laughing.

"I have fake friends who once I sleep they are left backbiting me, " I whined and we all laughed.

"Whatever girl ?" Tanya said.

"Noti tell me the guys who came to visit me because Tanya doesn't know anyone, " I said and winked at Tanya. She laughed and went back to her phone.

"They were many, "she said ignorantly.

"Tell me Noti, you should stop this of your naughty attitude, " I joked.

"Let me tell you your collegues first. There was Kevin...."

"I miss Kevin, " I interrupted her. Why didn't I think of him first.

"You should wait until I finish telling you, " she said feighning sadness.

"Okay ma'am, " I mumbled.

"There was Kevin, Willy, Kanze, Pascal, Lulu and Lilian."

"Lilian ?" I was shocked.

"Yes."

"Wait...........I mean Lilian ?"

"Yeah, why?" Noti asked with a serious face.

And everything flowed in my head, every single fucking memory streamed in my small head.

My boss....the huge crush on him....we made it official to the two of us.... Yes we were dating for two weeks....the kisses, the sweet romance....geez! I miss that. The way he made love to me, his romantic tactics.....that fucking day in his office. I miss him.

The company issue,....wedding plans... His promise..... Lilian liking him.....the party ...Lilian naked on top of him....betrayal...falling.

"Fuck! Nooooo!" I yelled and Noti jumped shocked.

"Are you okay, " she asked and I felt bitter tears wash my face.

Jamal betrayed me, like seriously why ? Why me ?

"Where is my boss ?" I asked feeling hatred and misssnent all wrapped together. Why did he do that to me ?

"He will come tomorrow ?" Noti answered and that is the time it rung in my mind that I should not let her know anything. Tanya looked at me as if reading my thought.

"Oh and Lilian ?"

"I don't know, " she answered and I just wished I would be feeling well right now. I could fucking do several things.

"How about you guys go stroll for sometime waiting for mom to bring supper. I will be okay, " I begged and they looked at each other and smiled.

"Don't do anything stupid , " Tanya said and the two of them left.

Jamal Jones why did you do this to me ? Was I not enough for you ?

Why ? Why ? Why ? Why ?

The question rung on my head and I found more tears pouring out. I was heartbroken by this guy who promised everything sweet to me.

I thought he was to break the news about our relationship but the only thing he succeeded in breaking was my heart. What happened ?

I remember the two days I saw Lilian coming from his office and how bothered I got each time. I wish I knew they had something going on, I would have not waited for my heart to be shuttered.

Lulu, she warned me about her and I'm just confused right now.
What happened between the two of us ? We were good at the party before I performed and I remember us sharing sweet gestures, then what the hell were the two of them doing in that fucking room ?

I felt as if I have to get these answers but the more I thought about the betrayal my hatred doubled.

I hate you Jamal Jones.

I hate you Jamal Jones.

I hate you baby..

I mean I miss you...

Sorry! I hate you.

I calmed my fucked up body and looked at the roof unable to hold my tears back.

Why does love hurt ? I just hate this and I swear I will never fall in love ever again. I mean there must be a heartbreak wherever you decide to give love a chance.

This is the second time and I felt like cursing all day.

What if their wedding plans are going on ? Or worse if he announced that him and Lilian are dating ?

Dammit Huddah, calm down.

I took my phone and looked at it. I put the pattern and looked at everything. I went to messages and read the messages from the unknown.

Hello baby..

Hello boy

I miss you..

I miss you too..

We had texted this on Thursday before Notis party. Everything was good and I'm wondering what went wrong. He woke up and realized that I'm ugly and I don't fit him ?

I wanted to text him but that would be the most stupid thing I can do.

Fuck him! I chose a song and put it to distract my mind.

' Night like this' by kehlani ft Dolla.

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On some nights like this, shawty , I can't help but think of us

I've been remincin', seepin' missin' ya
Can you tell me what's with all this distant love ?
If I called, would you pick it up ?

On some nights like this, I just wanna text you, but for what ?

You gon' say you want me ,but you go switch it up

Just gon' play with my emotions, just because..no oh.

All the times I played the fool for you....
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"I'm a big fool........"

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This song is sweet.. Download it if you got time.

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