+ trentatre

we returned to our regular schedules for about a week before the show's production talked to our managers about sending us on a honeymoon.

since they knew my father was italian and german, and that my parents lived in italy, they decided to make our honeymoon abroad. i already knew where we would go and i would be the one to show my husband around.

we wouldn't even need a translator because i already spoke the language.

without hesitation, they had us pack our bags and though our schedules were hectic, our managers made the time. they excused us from any fan meets or interviews, since they thought the show was something important that we needed to do.

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ever since jonghyun's funeral, i search shinee in the news tab on google. i just want to know that the other boys are okay. i know they're probably still hurting, but i worry, not knowing anything about them.

i just keep getting results about jonghyun, since the news is still pretty recent.

minho, kibum, taemin, and jinki. i hope you are doing well. if somehow this message reaches them, i want them to know that we love them.

-clary