Tip if you need some more positivity in your life:
Change your device background to something cute or cool or whatever that makes you happy maybe something with a positive quote like from a favorite YouTuber or something, that way you can look at it anytime you pick up your device. May not be helpful to you, but it helps me a little. If it doesn't work and you're looking for something positive just let me know I'll try and help anyway I can.