im super finicky and take things super personally and randomly get mad at ppl for petty reasons (but i keep it on the down low) and im really a bad friend ugh

i try but little things hurt me and make me angry but pls know i still love you but im just Being Difficult

i always assume my pals are like talking abt me behind my back or secretly hate me which just makes me pissed off at them, even tho those accusations are entirely baseless akfhj. even when they try to give me validation i Doubt it and it makes me more upset ahgj

theres only a small handful of people im not paranoid about and feel safe with rip in pieces ig

also im sad and kinda self destructive