Denis POV

I left the room walk to the other end of the hall.

I thought I couldn't hate anyone, like I do right now. It's a strong hate too. This is dead hate....

Dead hate to myself....

I slid myself down the wall and just sat there. Wondering 'when did my life get like this.'

I look at my hands and see the blood. The blood I had to wake up to, the blood of people I cared about. The people I hurt and killed.

Fear takes over like virus. You can't stop it and it makes you feel dead inside.

I begin to shake and hyproventalt as her words repeat over and over again in my head.

I'm a danger to myself and to others, and I can't escape it.

I just hope I didn't kill anyone this time.

I finally snap myself out of it as I feel someone shaking me and calling my name.

"Denis, you ok?"

I look up and see it's Corl.

"Oh ummm.. Ya, I'm fine." I say

I then see the doctor standing next to Corl.

"Can you please get up off the ground and come with me to your room," he asks.

"Oh umm ya, sorry."

I get up and follow him to my room..  right next to that little girls room.

*time skip yo when they are done, because, I'm lazy *

The doctor ran a couple of test and gave me LOTS of shots. My arm is now sore and he also gave me some pills to help with anxiety or something.

"You are free to go now Mr.Kopotun." he says leading me and corl to the door.

"Ok, but can you first tell me about that little girl in the room next to me," I ask

"Well we ain't suppose to give out any  valuable information about our clients," He begins, " but what i can say is that you, or should i say Him, hurt her very badly. Like completely abusive and killer like badly. She wasnt as bad as the other kids tho"

Other kids!?!?

"What about the other kids" i say, afraid to even ask

"The other kids were beaten so badly that some almost didnt make it. They are just barely making it. Some are bleeding internally but we managed to stop it before they falt lined.... you made them bleed from there head to there toes. And you wrote in there blood. "You will join me"."

WHAT?!?! I DID THAT?!!

"What?!?"

"Oh yes, bad deal indeed; and they are all located here on this end of the hospital."

I feel terrible, I can't undo this either.... I'm a terrible person... right?

I then just nod and walk out of my room in shame withmy head hanging low.

I then hear some people talking... talking about me.

I look around and see that Corl isn't even with me. I guess i could gi and investigate.

I quickly run to a corner of a room where the peoples voices were coming from. I made sure they couldnt see me.

"How could he do this." I hear an angry man

"Hes a MONSTER!" I hear a woman now

"He should still be in jail, hes a maniac!" I hear a different man

The other two people then agreed.

"Denis Daily or whatever his last name is. Is the worst person in thr world! I FUCKING HATE HIM SO MUCH THAT I JUST WANT TO STAB HIM IN THE BACK, SNAP HIS NECK, ANF PUSH HIM OFF A CLIFF WHERE NO ONE WILL EVER FIND HIM. And ill make sure its a slow and painful death...." i hear the very loud women yell.

I try to look over the coner to see them but i then hear another voice... not like the others...

"No.... don't.... it wasnt his fault. He told me" it sounded  like the little girl before.

"He said he wouldn't hurt a child..." her voice gets softer.

"Lilly, dear. He was lying. When a bad man does something bad, all he could turn to is lying. He was and has been lying." The lady or should i say the mom of the little girl, whos name is Lilly, said.

"But momma.. what if hes telling the truth?" Lilly said

"That's enough of that young lady. He hurt you so badly that your now in this hospital. A man like that deserves death," the women stated

"....... but.....," Lilly thought for a bit,".... your right..... he did hurt me, and then he lied, he should've stayed in jail. Thats where all the bad men go"

"Thats right baby, now go back to your bed and get some rest, mommy will make everything better. You'll see," the mother said.

I then left and slowly walked into the bathroom.

I curl up next to the farthest wall and put my head on my knees, trying not to cry.

"It's not my fault..."

But it is all your fault..

Fear then ran through my body. I thought he would've left.. i took the medicine. Im did what the doctor said last time. I-I thought i was free...

Oh, your disappointed that im still here. Thats no way to treat your brother, no is it?

"N-No"

Now, let's get something straight. Since you ain't straight ill just tell you. Let me take care of it....

"What?"

Let me take over, let me fix my mistake.

"Why should I, all you've ever done is lie and destroy!"

Now, now, my dear. You dont mean that do you?

"Of course I do"

A killing head ache struck me. I could move, all i could do was feel. Feep the pain.. feel the tears... feel the cuts opening again.

I tried to yell or move or anything. Nothing happened.

I finally could move again and i looked and saw my arm covered in blood as it once was. The cuts are all torn open.

I still could talk or scream. Just look and feel.

This will teach you to tell me no again

"......"

Going mute aye?

"P-p-please...."

Please what?

"S-s-s-stop...."

You dont like this feel? Well, you certainly won't like this feeling

A million thoughts then flooded my mined.

When i hurt my parents. When my friends all left me because they were scared. When i hurt hurt everyone i ever loved. The scared faces of those familys. All those time i had to play pretend just to make others happy. The time when i cried myself to sleep. And the times i was scared of myself... when i knew i should've died that day..

The day I killed my parents

That memory keeps flooding.. what once was vivid but clear is now clear as day......

The walls of the bathroom is now turning into the walls of my bedroom. The air is thin and i can't breath. Blood us stained on the walls and i can't escape this.

I want help. I scream for my parents but they can't come. They can't even speak back..

Oh look, my favorite day ...

"STOP!! MAKE IT STOP!!"

Im now screaming on the blood covered floors as my head is still pounding.

Tears are now like acid..

See what happens when you have control. It just hurts even more.

Now how about you let me take over, then all of this and more will be gone. I promise.

"NO!!"

I feel myself being shaked. Someone calling my name.

I open my eyes and im back in the bathroom.

I look up and see Corl, shaking me.

"DENIS!! WHAT THE HAPPENED!?!" He yelled, very conserned.

I quickly wipe my tears and try to stand up. I was still shaking quite a bit tho.

"Oh ummmm nothing. I just heard some stuff." I say looking at the ground

"Are you sure, your shaking"

"Yes, im fine"

Corl then hugs me

"Ok, i just want you to be ok" he said hugging me tighter

A small smile appears on my face as i hug back.

"I'll be fine," i lift up Corl head by his chin and give him a soft and sweet kiss. It last for a moment, then we broke it and i told him. "Lets go home, we still need to prepare for that wedding."

He smiles and we walk out of the hospital, hand in hand.

Don't get to comfy, im only getting started..

The longer the wait... the stronger I get

You can't escape fate

Just like you escape mè.

Finally A REAL UPDATE!! no song this time because i dont know what song u could've put in that felt right. And i didn't want to just put one there just to put it there.

But i hope you like it

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Much love and byeee
-Gabbi