So here are a few hotlines I've found online, I'll find some more soon but right now I'm going to sleep so I'll see ya whenever you read the next part!

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
• National Eating Disorders Association Helpline: 1-800-931-2237
• Self Injury Foundation's 24 hour national crisis line: 1-800-334-HELP
• Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE
• National Alliance on Mental Illness Helpline: 1-800-950-NAMI (6264)
• National Drug Addiction Helpline: 1-888-633-3239
• Trans Lifeline: U.S: 1-877-565-8860
                                Canada: 1-877-330-6366

I love you so much, you are so strong.
You are loveable.
you are such an amazing human being.
I love you, you can get through this, I won't leave your side.