i'm Sean and my mother killed herself when i was 14 my dad is now a severe drinker and he gets violent when he is drunk, many times he said that i was a mistake that my mother had killed herself because of me.The more he said that the more i started to believe it i felt terrible,every day was a constant struggle not knowing what to do with all of my feelings ever since my mother committed suicide i felt so lonely so isolated in my own body.

The next day in school i entered the school property and almost immediately 'they' flocked behind me, "hey... what you doing,"said one of them as if i was an animal.obviously i didn't answer but then... "hey are you fucking stupid or something answer me!"he was getting angry now and they where slowly closing in on me my heartbeat increased rapidly. I had nowhere to move now i was practically surrounded.he suddenly threw a punch and the taste of fresh blood seeped into my mouth.i opened my eyes, i was on the floor now i must of been knocked out for a minute. they all started repeatedly kicking me in the stomach and back.

I whimpered slightly he then said "have you had enough you anorexic freak,"he said as they all walked away laughing. i slowly got up an walked with a limp as the bell rang for my first class. when i got into class i was greeted with a shower of sarcastic comments, when i sat down thought i noticed some thing different there was a new boy sitting next to me,when the comments died down someone asked where he came from he then said in a calm mature voice "i'm mark Fischbach Los Angeles,"

he must've came a long way thought as i dazed off, i was suddenly interrupted by a byro pen hitting the back of my head.i looked over from where it came from, i don't know why i'd do that because i knew perfectly well who threw it.but i turned to the teachers desk just as she asked me "now Sean who invented the telephone,"she said assuming that i knew the answer. "i don't know miss,"i said with my head hung low "yes sean of course you don't,"she said as a small chuckle fell over the room.

at lunch i sat alone as usual,then the same calm voice from earlier on today said"whats up you seem sad," he said

"why would you care,"i said shyly

"because i do,"he stated

"don't lie , I've had just about enough of that for today,"i said as i raised my voice slightly.

"i'm not lying, i just care about you,"as he said that my heart beat grew i quickly got up and ran out of the cantine and into the men's bathroom. i started to ball out in tears, i don't know if I was happy because someone cared, or scared because i haven't made a friend in over two years, why me why'd he choose me of all people to be friends with why me ,why the useless nobody who eats his lunch alone every day... just why me...

*time skip to the end of school*

id started walking when a unusually friendly voice called from behind me

"hey, sean,"he said as i wondered how he knew my name.

. "hi,"i said back casually turn. he kept on walking my way so other than being very awkward,i thought that he was following me until i got home, note that he was still behind me i we walked into our drive ways at the same time.HE HAD MOVED IN NEXT DOOR TO ME.mark blushed profusely and quickly unlocked the door,so did i. My dad was passed out when i got home so i went straight to my room.

*time skip to 4 hours later at 7pm*

i looked out of my window and saw mark he didn't see me, but then he started to get undressed he took his shirt off revealing a muscular body my heartbeat rose.i ducked as he went further and stated to undo his jeans.he was getting in the shower as when i peeped back up momentarily he was wearing nothing but a towel.

BANG my dad stormed in and caught me looking at mark."you fucking perverted queer!"he screamed"im sorry,"i said as i gulped not knowing what he'd do to me now,

"i seriously wish that you was never born," he said as he slapped me. i felt a sting as i held my face trying to hold back tears. he left the room whilst taking a large gulp of whiskey "fucking queer,"he mumbled under his breath

i cried as i sat on the edge of my bed,i soon lay down and thought to myself wondering why i got so exited when i saw mark shirtless have i seriously got a crush on this guy. Darren would kill me. i shuddered at the thought of it.i soon fell asleep dreading what the next day would bring.