Ok. People don't get me. 

I'm a kid who keeps to my self and doesn't want to get into drama but somehow does.

I don't have many friends. I am lonely and distant, and I'm not good with people. 

I have a few, but I don't really talk to them. 

I have a main best friend and a backup friend. Don't ask. Again not good with people. 

my best friend is like me, distant and stuff, but we are different. Uh let's call her...... Scarlett. She is strong and has a good build, but is extremely dumb and doesn't know her own strength. I'm similar. 

Except I'm smartish. And I know  my strength.

I hang out with Scarlett quite a bit and I know her very well.

Meanwhile, my friend, uh Kim ( no she's not Kim Kardashian) I don't know her very well. I know her favorite color is red and stuff but nothing else. 

My life is complicated. I have two other friends named uh.... Hazel and Jenny. And one smart and ones acts possessed. It's in that exact order.

Hazel is smarter than me and gets good grades cause of not her mom will go ballistic.

And Jenny..... Well lets say I am scared to death of her. 

I hate any thing possessed so yeah. 

We call hazel Teddy, because of the jacket she wears. 

And we call Jenny Jenny. 

Anyways, those are my friends. Any one else hates me or avoids me. 

Recently, Scarlett and Kim started a war between the two of them and is in the middle are torn between the two. 

Scar is mad cause she likes Kim, and Kim doesn't want to do anything thing with this. Kim had a crush on someone else .

It didn't make it any better when uh Sam came in.

He had a dream where he and Kim had uh uh uh, I think you know what. And that provoked Scar. Sam tried to fix this by writing " Kim loves you as a friend" that made things ten times worse. 

Kim had been avoiding Scar for a while. And she hates it. Since I'm in most of Kim's classes, I talk to her the most. So Scar counts on me to rely any info. 

and today I ruined my friendship with Scar. 

I was trying to protect her from bad news, and she took it the wrong way.

I don't understand. I think even the most confusing book is easier to understand than Scars emotions.I

I don't understand why we can't just all be friends. I really don't . 

now I'm here writing, being gosted by my own friend. 

Help. Please. 

I have tried every thing to try and salvage all of our friendship. And it's not working.

so if I don't update, here is the problem. 

Bye

@kid_of_Neptune