Most of my friends use the wrong pronouns and name.
They probly think im a freak.
They probly think im a slut cuz i got pregnant at 13 and was a mum at 14.
My dad must've known how id end up and thats why he left.
My mum must hate me and thats why she says im a failure.
Im never happy.
Im never noticed.
And when in therapy my counselor says i want every one to do what i want. I dont. I just want to be left alone.
Im so fat that i can only fit into one pair of skinny jeans. Maybe i should just stop eating.
I just want to leave but i cant.
My teachers dont care about me. When im trying to calm myself down they yell at me and try to take away my phone. I have a daughter at home. My mum has a iih so i need my phone incase something happens to either one of them. People stare at me. Theres a rumer going around that im only the way i am because i cant get a man. First of. Im a dude. Second of I like girls. I dont get why people are so fucking rude and mean. Why do people have to be assholes? Why cant we all get along? Why cant homophobes pull their heads out of there ass?

I want to fucking die