I hate it when people stare at me

I hate it when people call me "natascha"

I hate it when people say im not a boy

I hate it when people call me out

I hate people

I hate myself

I hate everything

I hate that im in the wrong body

I hate my anxiety

I hate my depression

I hate everything

........

I just wanna sleep and never wake up.

But i cant. Theres people that i dont want to leave.
People that care about me.