Loona's New Personality
After the day went by, Loona changed back to her normal clothes and Y/N and Loona returned to the apartment. When they did, Blitzø heard the door and exited the kitchen to see them.
Blitzø: Hey, guys! Where've you both been all day?
Loona: Relax, Blitzø. I was just hanging out with N/N.
Blitzø: I-In the mortal realm?
Loona: Yeah. Look, I'm fine. I really am.
Blitzø: ... O-Okay. If you say so.
Loona: *smiles* Thanks... Dad.
She hugged Blitzø and he was shocked by what was happening, even Y/N had the same expression. She then went to her room and Y/N and Blitzø stared at each other.
Y/N: D-Did she just...?
Blitzø: Okay, N/N, explain to me what the fuck just happened!
Y/N: Don't look at me! Why are you asking me?
Blitzø: I've never seen her like this. She even called me Dad and she didn't hesitate. And she hugged me! She never does that! What's happening?
Y/N: She was like this since this morning after the Harvest Moon Festival. ... Oh, shit. I seriously hope that the flower didn't alter her personality!
Blitzø: What? N/N, I know things, and that flower isn't known to have magical powers or anything. Besides, she's... Look, I'm glad that she's coming around, but I'm just curious as to why Loonie's like this.
Y/N: ... Maybe she's just happy. Happy that she knows that she's not suffering, anymore. She can finally be happy.
Blitzø: Well, when you put it like that... I mean, Loonie did go through a lot of Hell. And you are the source of her happiness, but I gotta say, I'm a bit jealous. How do you do that?
Y/N: I just... be me, I guess. I give her the necessary attention and do what makes her happy.
Blitzø: ... That's it? There's no... hybrid magic added or anything?
Y/N: What? No. Look, if I can do this, maybe you can, too.
Blitzø: Kinda hard to do that. You're you. And I'm me!
Y/N: Well, it doesn't have to be that way.
Blitzø: What?
Y/N: Look, I... I'm just saying. I mean, I get that you're a demon and your specialty is murder, but maybe... Maybe that's because you're in Hell. So... Why not take the time to get away from all of this and go experience life outside of this hellhole? Just like how Loona did.
Blitzø: Wait, I'm sorry. What?
Y/N: Yeah, Loona wanted to come with me to experience my life as a scholar and surprisingly, she's... taken an interest.
Blitzø: ...
Y/N: Blitzø?
Blitzø: ... Okay... Something's wrong with Loonie! Since when did she decide to take an interest in scholarship? No offense.
Y/N: None taken. I understand how you feel. Honestly, I'm surprised about this.
Blitzø: ...
Y/N: Hey, it's alright. It's not a bad change. You should be happy Loona's like this.
Blitzø: No, I am happy. But. I'm also worried.
Y/N: It's in a father's nature to worry about his children. Mostly, his daughter. Sometimes, it's hard for dads to watch their kids grow up as time flies by. But, as you do, you come to realize how proud you are of how they grow up. It's okay, Blitzø. It's natural to feel this way. Look, I'll go talk to Loona and make sure she's alright. Just relax and breathe. Nothing bad is going to happen to your daughter. That I can guarantee.
Blitzø: ... Okay. Just... Make sure that she's focused and and realizes what's happening around her.
Y/N: Sure.
He patted Blitzø's back and went to Loona's room and Blitzø watched as he did.
Blitzø: *sighs* For being a hybrid, he's got a good heart.
Y/N got to the door and knocked.
Y/N: Loona? You alright in there?
Loona: You don't have to knock, N/N. You're welcome to come in if you want to.
Y/N: Even if you're not decent?
Loona: ... Good point.
Y/N: Look, it's your room, Loona. I'm just being polite, so can I come in?
Loona: Sure. I'm decent, anyway.
He opened the door and stepped in to see Loona on her bed, looking at her phone.
Y/N: Hey, Loonie.
Loona: Hey, darling. You doing alright? You look worried.
Y/N: Sorry. Look, are you feeling alright?
Loona: Yeah. Better, even. Why?
Y/N: Well, nothing, really, but I'm just... curious on why you're acting like this. I've never seen you like this since after I gave you the Mangetsu.
Loona: ... *puts phone away* I'm not sure, honestly. I guess... Ever since you gave me the flower, I've barely felt the same.
Y/N: Really? Cause before I gave you the flower, you said you were interested in checking out my scholarship life.
Loona: ...
Y/N: Loonie... Please... Tell me what's going on.
Loona: ... *sighs* Okay. I'm not all angsty and emo and gothic all the time. Sue me!
Y/N: Loona...
Loona: After the day we first met, you've always found a way to make me happy, nonstop. As the time went by and I was hanging out with you, it's as if all the angst I was feeling has been reduced a bit. And then... I don't know. I guess I've evolved since our relationship started.
Y/N: ... Or maybe when you left Hell, you've begun to feel like a different person.
Loona: That could be possible. But, still, either way, I'm... a different person, now...
Y/N: ... Well, it's a good thing you are. I mean, you've suffered long enough, so this is a good change of pace.
Loona: *smiles* Yeah...
Y/N: Hey, Loona, can I offer you some advice?
Loona: Sure.
Y/N: *sits next to Loona* There's nothing wrong with being human. Hell, there's nothing wrong with being normal. But, let me remind you that if you keep this up for a long while, it'll pull you away from who you are and the people you care about.
Loona: ...
Y/N: *places hand on Loona's shoulder* Loona, I understand that you aren't a fan of Hell, but you have a dad that loves you and co-workers who have your back, even if they insult you or anything. Plus, you have a job.
Loona: Why can't we... Y'know, get a job in the mortal realm?
Y/N: ... As bounty hunters?
Loona: W-Well, technically, yes, but... Something else. We can only focus on... punishing bad people and make the bastards suffer for their crimes.
Y/N: ... Oh! You mean like anti-heroes?
Loona: "Anti-heroes?"
Y/N: Anti-heroes are people that focus on doing the right thing by doing the wrong thing. Basically, they kill criminals to protect innocent people.
Loona: Then, yeah. We can become that and we can still be together.
Y/N: Loonie, I wish it were that simple, but the people reading this story probably won't disagree with you becoming a different person.
Loona: W-What?
Y/N: Nothing. What I meant is... Things aren't as simple as that. In order for you and the others to be with me in the mortal realm, you have to leave Hell and Lucifer.
Loona: I don't give a fuck about Lucifer! I don't even give two shits about what he does to me if I were to leave! I just... You know!
Y/N: Wanna be happy?
Loona: ... Yeah...
Y/N: Look, I understand how you feel, but what about Blitzø? What would he think about this?
Loona: I don't want to leave Blitzø, either. I care about him. But, N/N, I'm tired of living in this hellhole! As long as I do, I... I don't think I'll ever be happy, even if you're here.
Y/N: Loona, why would you think that?
Loona: Number one, someone like you doesn't deserve to be in Hell because you're pure and kind. Number two, my life here was a goddamn nightmare! Well, aside from meeting Blitzø! I mean...
Y/N: Loona?
Loona: ... *sighs* I'm sorry, N/N. I didn't mean to snap at you. It's just that... My life is so fucking complicated, so I thought that leaving Hell could help me live my life in peace and happiness.
Y/N: ...
Loona: I... just... Nevermind. I don't wanna fight about this. It'll just complicate things more.
Y/N knew that Loona was struggling with how bad her life was like in Hell. But, he was stuck with a decision. Should he help Loona and the others leave Hell in order to live a happy life together? Or stay in Hell to prevent themselves from abandoning who they were in the past that turned them into who they are, now? It was a very difficult decision for Y/N because he wants Loona to be happy, but he didn't know what is the best option for her.
Y/N: ... *sighs* Loonie... Are you sure that leaving Hell is the best decision?
Loona: What do you mean?
Y/N: These... experiences you've been through in the past has turned you into who you are, now. Asking to leave Hell is like... abandoning who you were in the past.
Loona: Then, what the hell am I supposed to do?
Y/N: ...
Loona: N/N?
Y/N: I-I don't know, Loona. I'm sorry, but I don't have the answer to this.
Loona: *sighs*
Y/N: ... But... You don't have to leave Hell, Loona. If you want to hang out with me in the mortal realm, don't hesitate to do so, but... Look, I just want you to be happy and I don't think leaving Hell permanently would do the job. If anything, you're shutting yourself out. Loonie, being disconnected from your past is like... cutting a wire that can't be fixed once it's cut.
Loona: ... But... With the right tool and hand motions, it can be fixed. Right?
Y/N: ... T-That's right. I think I taught you a little too much.
Loona: I'm a quick study. Just like you.
Y/N: Heh. Yeah. ... Actually, now that I think about it, I always did thought of you as someone who doesn't deserve to suffer through Hell, so... I guess I can imagine you having a place on Earth. Just like how Mom did.
Loona: Right.
Y/N: *yawns* All this talking's making me tired. I think I spent a lot of energy talking.
He then lied down in bed and Loona shortly followed.
Loona: ... Hey, N/N... I'm gonna be honest with you. Never in a million years have I thought that someone like you could be a part of my life. I thought it was all bullshit.
Y/N: Is it safe to say that I was the man you needed in your life?
Loona: Was? N/N, you ARE the man I needed in my life. Maybe... If things were different, you could've helped me while I was still in the orphanage.
Y/N: Yeah. In a different timeline.
Loona then wrapped her arms around Y/N and laid her head on his chest as she started to cuddle with him.
Y/N: Heh. If I didn't know any better, you love cuddles.
Loona: So? They make me feel better. Now, shut up and let me cuddle you.
Y/N: Whatever the lady wants.
Loona: Mm... *smiles* I can feel your chiseled sixpack underneath the shirt. Workout much?
Y/N: Loonie, I've been training.
Loona: Did it involve weights?
Y/N: Yeah...
Loona: There's so much I could learn from you if I have the time.
Y/N: You sure about that? I have a couple of lessons in mind for you.
Loona: Ooh. I'm intimidated.
Y/N: Hehehehehe. I love you, Loonie.
Loona: Love you, too, babe.
They both then kissed and went to sleep. Out of the bedroom, Blitzø overheard everything and smiled as he went to his own bed.
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