An Eventful Night
After getting the bedroom cleaned up of body odor, sweat, and the heat, Y/N and Loona were now a bit tired and they lied down in bed. Y/N straightened out the blanket and placed it over both him and Loona.
Y/N: Phew. I gotta say. That was the best fun I've ever had in ever.
Loona: I agree. I just hope that this isn't a dream.
Y/N pinched Loona's arm and she hissed in pain.
Loona: Ow.
Y/N: That real enough for you?
Loona: Yeah. That's good enough. Thanks, N/N.
Y/N: Sure. No problem.
Loona: ... Hey, N/N? Now that we're soulmates, what's gonna happen to us, now?
Y/N: I don't know. But, whatever happens, we're different than everyone in Hell. And that's good enough for us.
Loona: N/N... Having a soul... How does it feel?
Y/N: Well, it depends on who has it and who uses it. Having a soul means having a part of you intact. But, Loona... Having a soul... It also means that... You won't be able to become an assassin.
Loona: ...
Y/N: Are you sure you want to give your soul a chance? You won't be able to bring yourself to kill anybody.
Loona: ... I don't care. I'll think of something. I mean, I barely go out and kill people, anyway. But...
Y/N: Loona, it's alright. If you want to, we don't have to do this. You can still continue your-
Loona: No!
Y/N: ...
Loona: No. N/N, I... I need to talk to Blitzø about this in the morning.
Y/N: ... Loonie... Even with a soul, you can still continue to be yourself. Hey, nobody's forcing you to do this. This is your choice. If you need help, let me know.
Loona: It's not that. ... I'm... Nevermind. Look, give me some time to think about this. I'll let you know when I've come to a decision. But, N/N...
She then got up and walked over to her window and looked at the city.
Loona: This place... This Hell that we're living in... I-I feel like... I just don't belong here. I've tried to socialize with these guys, but all they do is tell me to fuck off and call me names and treat me like trash. ... Why is this the life that people choose to live?
Y/N: ... I don't know. I really wish I do, but I don't. Loona, if you really feel like you don't belong here, then you're different than everyone else.
Loona: But, what's Blitzø gonna think if he finds out about how I feel? N/N, this puts the company at risk! Our life's work! And now... It's all gonna go up in smoke all because of my outcasted behavior.
Y/N: Loonie... Look, I don't know what to do in this, but all I know is that... Every world has its end. And I know that's sad to think, but... We gotta live our lives to the fullest with what amount of time we have left. At least... That's what I figure.
Loona: ...
Y/N: Hell and Earth isn't so different. And so are demons and humans. They're flawed. They have emotions, but they determine how to use them. The demons may think that this is their true nature, but just because it was carved in stone to be like that doesn't mean its destiny. If there's a chance that anybody can be redeemed like you, Blitzø, Moxxie, and Millie, people just need to take it. Otherwise... What's the point of it being there if nobody's going to respond to it? Sometimes... We just need to reach out.
He then looked at Loona and held her hands.
Y/N: Honey, I know that it may seem confusing and scary because you don't know what to do, but you can't let that judge your life. We all need to learn to take a leap of faith and choose who we want to become. This is something for you to decide. Not anybody else. Hell, not even the Overlords are allowed to dictate how you choose to live your life.
Loona: You sure about that? They run all of Hell individually along with Lucifer.
Y/N: If you really feel trapped in here, then try to improvise. And if that doesn't work, then maybe this life isn't being fair to you.
Loona: It hasn't been. Nothing in Hell has been fair to me.
Y/N: But, it doesn't have to be that way. I know that together, we can overcome anything. So, if you ever feel lost or scared or confused, just come talk to me or Blitzø. We care about you. And we're going to do what we can to give you a better future. I know Blitzø would say the same thing if he was here.
Loona: Yeah, you're right...
Y/N: Hey... It's gonna be okay. I promise. Just keep your head held high and your courage to its max and you'll go far. I love you.
Loona: ... *smiles* I love you, too, N/N. Thank you.
Y/N nodded and they both kissed.
Loona: *yawns* Well, I sure had a lot of fun, today. Thanks for that. I'm ready to hit the hay, now.
Y/N: I'll join you in a moment. I'm gonna get some water.
Loona: Get me some, too, please.
Y/N smiled and put on his pants before stepping out, only to see Blitzø there.
Y/N: Whoa! Blitzø! I, uh...
Blitzø: So, mind explaining to me what the hell was going on in there?
Y/N: W-What do you mean?
Blitzø: I may be a heavy sleeper, but I ain't deaf in my sleep. What happened in there?
Y/N: Um... Okay, promise me that you won't get mad.
Blitzø: ...
Y/N: You probably already are. ... Okay, okay! We... mated in bed.
Blitzø: I thought so.
Y/N: Blitzø, wait, let me explain. I-
Blitzø: Oh, I know what happened.
Y/N: What?
Blitzø: I knew my Loonie was going into heat after you cured her syphilis. Somehow, I did.
Y/N: Please, don't be mad, Blitzø. I was trying to...
Blitzø: ... *smiles* It's funny how hard you're trying to explain yourself when you aren't in trouble.
Y/N: Huh?
Blitzø: You're a good boyfriend to my Loonie, N/N. She needed this more than you know. ... Look, N/N, I-
Y/N: Don't worry.
Blitzø: Huh?
Y/N: *as Blitzø* "I won't be able to be around with Loonie all the time, so if anything happens to her, I'm counting on you to be there for her when I can't, okay?" *normal* Don't worry. I will.
Blitzø: ... Okay. Thanks.
Y/N: ... And one more thing. Loona wants to... talk to you about something, tomorrow. She seemed pretty nervous about it.
Blitzø: O-Oh. Okay. Sure. Thanks for reminding me. You're a good friend, N/N.
Y/N: No problem.
They both then hugged and Y/N walked over to the sink to grab a few fresh drinks of water and walked into the bedroom.
Y/N: Loonie? I got you your water.
He then set it down.
Loona: Thanks.
Y/N: Anything else?
Loona: I want you to get in bed and let me cuddle you for as long as I want to.
Y/N: How can I say "no" to that?
After setting his drink down, he got in bed with her and Loona started cuddling him.
Loona: Mm... This feels nice.
Y/N: *smiles* I love you, Loonie. Here's to our bright future together.
Loona: Yeah.
They then clanked their drinks and drank the water. They both then kissed and it turned into another mating session until they got tired and finally went to sleep.
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