TW:@busing, a!cohoļ problems, thoughts about suicide
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Sometimes I feel the need to disappear. I think we all do don't we? It's that weird feeling when you know something is about to happen. And that's exactly what happened. My dad died in a car crash while my mom was out partying somewhere. She's always at some shit clubs or drunk at home. It really depends. My mom started drinking when I was 12. She gets abusive when I do something she doesn't like. No one knows about that tho. I have four sisters Lucky, Nina, Phoebe and Maya. They're younger than me. Lucky is 15, Nina is 13 and Phoebe and Maya are 5. I'm 19. Since I'm the oldest I have to take care of them because our mother can't since she's always drunk or not at home. Lucky hates me. She thinks I'm the reason our dad died but I really didn't do shit. Everything is so hard since we lost him. I feel like a part of me died with him that day. May 17th 2014- the day everything changed and the date we'll never forget...
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Hii! This is my first story in English sooo pls don't judge me for my english. Anyways the first chapter is more of a opening for the story you can say? Idk something like that, hope you enjoy!