For weeks I practiced with Claude perfecting everything. I'm not good with spoons, but I can throw knives and forks easily. I can run at inhuman speeds and I can heal fast. Claude has been there to help me through everything, and now that I was a demoness I had to know how to consume human souls by making contracts. I was slowly gaining feelings for Claude and Alois felt like my own son. After I tuck him in bed I go find the piano and begin to play a Russian lulluby.
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When I finish I heard soft clapping. I look over and see Claude. He comes over to me and sits on the piano bench with me. He brushed my hair out of my face and kisses my cheek.
"Claude, when can I see the city?"
"When your ready."
"Alright"
-two months later-
It was my birthday and I was going to town with Alois and Claude. He finally said I was ready to control it. We were going to stop by a place they said I had a lot of forgotten memory's from. He helped me out of the carriage and saw an undertaker sign. Claude opened the door for me and Alois stepped in after me.
"Hello?"
I heard a voice and then I saw a face. His expression seemed to go from depressed to joyful in two seconds after looking at me. He went up and hugged me but when he noticed my un comfort he pulled back.
"What's wrong love?"
"Sorry, I don't remember you..."
I say. Then Claude explained.
"Her memory was left with only bad ones, so because you only had good memory's together she doesn't remember you at all."
"What? How long has she been awake?"
"More than three months."
"And you just now come to me ?!"
I can tell he got angry. He whipped to me then dragged me to a room. Sudden pain coursed through my head and I fell to my knees. My eyes were wide starring at the room seeing faint figures of me and the undertaker. I clutch my head in the pain. I can't take it and I scream. The next thing I know I'm floating in blackness looking at memory's, MY memory's. My name, Adrian, Ceil, my family, my lost sister, my love, and the last moments with grell. Then I see a ghost of Adrian and he was surrounded by light. I take his hand and he showed me what happened while I was changing and training, he was depressed not able to do his job well. Ceil and Sabastian always worrying, grell sulking for reaping me, Will for making Adrian suffer, Alois strained with emotion, and Claude. Claude figuring out his feelings for me even though he knew I was Adrian's. I snap open my eyes. I look up and see Adrian looking down worried at me. I get up quickly and tears spring to my eyes as I look around. I start hyperventilating and rush out the door, I hear calls from Claude and Alois as well as Adrian. I run and run. I end up at my old house. I know they were running behind me but I had used my inhuman speeds. I fall to my knees at the pile there.
"I'm sorry mother, I failed. I promised I would make no one worry over me. I promised to only smile and never cry. I can't do this. I deserve to be punished. I deserve to die. I don't belong here."
I start shaking my head. I look in the ruble finding what I need. I place the tip of the knife to my heart.
"I deserve to spend eternity in hell!"
I scream as I plunge the hilt all the way through me. My spirit is once again pulled to hell where I can live with the cruelties of my broken promises