#Heaven_In_Midst_Of_Hell

Recap of part #8 -" Sanskaar caring for swara.. SwaHil closeness.. Kavita dwelling on Sanskaar.. Sanskaar telling out puneet that she is her girf friend u know.. Then.. Then.. Then what.. SwaSan romance... Sanskaar proposing swara.. And getting a clear rejection with.. Jhtka I mean shock.. "

#Part_9

See guys am telling u clearly.. Ek tho this FF is brain eating one cz I have to add dark.. Then my phone problem.. Lots of difficulty I write.. And if I feel Ur comments are not that I expect.. Then I will stop writing.. Abb say am giving u dhamki or blackmail.. But am doing this.. And ha don't take me lite.. Am Ziddi u know stubborn.. So its up to.. Chlo lecture khtam back to story..

#Story

Sanskaar feels the utter pain.. Pain of love.. He never thought she will reject him.. Infact he rejected many and Now no one dared to do this not cz he was dangerous.. But he was a deserving person.. Well in short bichare ka dil tut gaya..

He dint expect this from her.. Somewhere he was sure that she loves him too... But was he right thinking this ?? Her words echoed in his ears "We just had fun sanskaar Nothing more than that.."

Was it the reality of swara.. Who just have done this for her pleasure.. In one minute all shattered..

Sanskaar began to drink..

His PoV

I loved her truely.. Its true I agree Ive been in many relationships to find my love.. But never got in one..she.. She was a different case.. She was bold.. Yet our relationship started so sooneyes  dunno y when I met her my heart got attached with her.. Which is now broke cz of her... When she used to hug me while crying I felt she really feels me as his.. When she used to collapse in my arms I felt heaven being in her embrace.. And I became selfish I just wanted to keep Her for myself only my.. I began to feel jealous.. I felt she to felt jealous that night.. Cz of kavita.. In fun.. In time pass u really don't feel jealous ?? Do we? No we don't.. Only in love we feel it.. I loved her. She in return broke me.. She too left me saying it was all a fun Nothing more than that.. Fun ..fun !!!!, fun my foot .. The thing she named as fun was my love for her..which was only for her.. After loosing my mom dad I felt her as mine.. I thought she will be with me forever.. Forever haha Seriously Sanskaar u thought.. See what she did.. Love..no love exits in this world it's all a fun man.. Am mad to find true love in this mean world... It exits only in movies and books.. But y did she did this with me.. If she dint ever had that feeling why she made me love her.. Y just for her fun she gave me pain.. Pain which will live in my heart for life time.. Her smile..her innocence which was covered with boldness I felt it.. I felt her soft side.. I felt her love for me... Was this all feelings fake... Once she dint felt to tell me when I told her that three words that for her they meant nothing... Y swara y did u do this to me.. Y am feeling this pain.
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BG -"Main dhoondne ko jamane me jab wafa nikla " from "Heartless" by "Arijit Singh"

He drinks a lot.  He was all drunk.. He in such condition goes to Her place... He drives car carelessly.. Fortunately adi was not at house.. He was on night out with friends..

He opened gate in one kick.. He shouted -"Swara...swaraaa where are u dam it come out.. "

He was in hall... Swara listening her name scream came out of her room.. To her sight she saw Sanskaar fully drunk not able to stand properly.. Which clearly reflected what has she made him with the rejection..

Swara came down -"What are you doing here.. "

Sanskaar -"Give me replies to my questions...y u made life like this.. What did I did to u Swara y ???"

Swara -"Sanskaar I already replied all now go please.. Don't create a mess here "

Sanskaar claps and laughs.. He was not able to stand properly..  -"Mess Swara mess then what will u name my life that u did.. U made it a big mess.. And what u said u answered me already.. Ur answer ha ?? Just for fun u ditched me.. U dumped me.. Gave me a life time pain.. I hate u Swara.. I hate u... I wanna say u this Swara (he laughs) but I can't.. Cz ..cz (he points his right hand index finger to his left chest) it still says I love you.. I love u.. Y dam y am suffering this pain.. My life would have been better if I had never met u.. (Tears rolls eyes) "

Swara -"Sanskaar u are not in Ur sences please go "

Sanskaar goes towards her with difficulty.  -"Sence.. I've got it now.. U said it was all fun for u na?? Now I also want to enjoy one more night with with u.. "

Swara was shocked. -"Sanskaar what are u saying.. Just go Sanskaar "

Sanskaar -"Y Swara... Even u love enjoying na rather loving back isn't it.. "

He felt an incurable pain in heart.. He wanted to hurt her physically.. He was all drunk.. She was standing near her room door.. Sanskaar went too near to her..

Swara keep saying -"Sanskaar u are not in Ur sences please go we will talk later.."

He dint listen.. He pushed her in her room on bed.. And closed the door.. -"You have seen my soft side to love u.. Now u will really enjoy Swara "

His eyes were red in anger.. Heart with pain.. He became a animal in drunken state..

Swara -"But Sanskaar if u do it against my wish its named as rape.. U are not in a state to understand please go Sanskaar "

Sanskaar -"If it is rape it's OK.. I don't mind.. Cz u..u raped my feelings Swara.. Thank god am in drunken state otherwise I would never be able to hurt u a bit "

He bounced on and landed on her.. Both had a eye lock.. With pain..love.. Anger..

They eyes talked

His -"y did u do this Swara y ?"

Her -"Sanskaar I can't love u.. I can never "

He then crushed his lips on her.. She tried to push him but all in vein .. He was so rough on her.. Both had tears in eyes.. He kissed her biting her lips making them bleed.. Without thinking about the pain.. He holded her hands so tight that his nails teared her skin making marks on her hands and bleeding.. Swara was having tears in her eyes
After kissing her wildly without any mercy.. He took out his blazer and shirt and throws then down.. She begged him.. He dint listen.. He bite her neck wildly... Making it all red..he licked it then... He again looked her .. Her eyes asking mercy.. But he dint show any inseated he clutched her hairs with one hand and pushed her face against his.. And kissed her wildly again... He kissed her like hungry animal.. Biting her tounge.. Exploring ever corner of her mouth wildly.. He was not in his sence so he did so otherwise he can't even think to hurt her in his dreams also..

Bg -"Tere ishq pe Tere waqt pe bas haq h sirf  Mera
Tere jism pe Tere rooh me has haq he ek Mera "

He teared her dress making her naked.. He was going wild on her.. He kissed and caressed ever corner.. Every bit of her skin wildly.. With his lips and teeths.. She was helpless.. Tears were rolling her eyes..  She was being raped by a person who loves her like anything... Though he dint had energy his aggression and pain dint let him give up.. He soon after loving her body like wild animal.. He started making out with her.. She dint react . she was not even blinking her eyes.. He was in rough in making out with her.. Not even caring about her pain.. He went in her deep.. Making it more painfull for her.... He climaxed in her.. And lied beside her..  He again kissed her wildly.. And said

-"So Swara I think u had more than enough fun today ?? U wanted this only na from me.. "

He then slept.. All drenched his energy and drunken.. She stayed like that .. Crying silently whole night... The pain he gave to her body was Nothing the pain in her heart....

It was morning.. Sanskaar opened his eyes and found himself in her room.. His head was paining and feeling heavy.. He got a shock when he saw Swara lying side to her naked.. Her hairs messy.. Her skin having marks of scratching and bites..her lips having blood strains... And swollen.. He looked to himself and found his cloths too lying on floor.. He was not able to believe that he only hurted his swara so.. Tears began to roll down his eyes..

Swara slept while crying.. Her face clearly reflected that she cried whole night..

Sanskaar covered her with sheet..

Sanskaar -"What the hell did I do.. I ..I ..I raped my own love... (He caressed her shoulder marks..) I hurted her so much.. What I've done.. I love her how can I ... (To Swara) am sorry Swara am really sorry... I never thought to do this I dunno how I did this.. I love love.. I ..I .I really do.. I was drunk yesterday after Ur rejection I cannot control so u drunk and see what I've done am sorry.."

Swara opened her eyes feeling her hand wet.. She saw Sanskaar crying holding her hand.. She felt immense pain in her body... She too had tears in eyes ..

She immediately got up.. And hugged him giving him shock.. He thought she will not see his face anytime in her life..

Swara emotional -"See what did I do I made the person so hurt who loved me.. And he raped me.."

She got her sence when she herself used the word .. She pushed him next second..

Sanskaar -"I still love u Swara I love u more than anything.. I wanna marry u please.. "

Swara -"Sanskaar I can't I can't marry u.. Try to understand and leave me.. Forget about me.. "

Sanskaar -"Swara "

Swara shouted -"Sanskaar leave I said.. "

Sanskaar left but he was now firm she loved him and felt his pain that's y being in such situation she hugged him inseated of slapping.. He promised himself he will make her his...

Precap -"Revealing of truth"

******To Be Continued******

So guys here is other part.. Am really ill but writing for u guys.. Silent readers if u be silent ..then I can Also be leaving all in suspence..