The song for this story is called Heather by Conan Gray. I got the story idea from this animation that is not mine!! I've added some things to the storyline. The characters that I used are from The maze Runner, Thomas, and Newt. I ended up loving the ship they have.

Thomas and I were hanging out in his room while it was on the third of December. I was getting bored scrolling through my phone, so I decided to go through Thomas's clothes. I found a pale blue polyester sweater.

I pulled it over my head and walked over to his mirror, that was hanging on the back of his closet door. I giggled softly at the sleeves going past my hands. I heard a deep chuckle behind me. I blushed softly knowing who's it belongs to.

"It looks better on you than it does on me."

I looked away hiding my red face from him. I took his sweater off and placed it on his computer chair.

I told Thomas that I have to go and I would see him tomorrow at school. I left his house wishing on only if he knew how much I like him.

The next day I walked into school hearing students talk about a new girl that attained today. I walk over to my locker and smile seeing Thomas next to my locker.

"Hey Thomas."

I greeted him as I open my locker to get ready for the day.

"Hey Newt."

He greeted back.

We started talking about the meet that he has today after school, he's the captain of the track team.

I looked up at him about to ask him a question till I saw his eyes fixated on a girl that I've never seen around before.

This must be the new girl everyone was talking about.

The girl must have noticed Thomas stearing at her. She smiles at him and gave him a small wave. Thomas blushed and waved back at her.

I felt this feeling in the pit of my stomach, I was envious. Envious of the new girl being able to take his attention that I have been trying to catch.

I slammed my locker closed, causing Thomas to jump out of his skin. I made my way to my first class. Luckily I don't have this class with Thomas.

I sat at the desk that was next to the window. I rest my head against the desk and looked out the window, thinking over everything.

I sat in the cafeteria surround by Thomas and my friends, Thomas sat across from me. I had my chin resting against the table. I didn't go up to get food because I wasn't hungry.

Thomas being the good friend he is notice I didn't have a tray in front of me. He pushed his apple towards me. I smiled at the small gesture and sat up. I grab the apple about to take a bite from the apple till Heather, the new girl came over to our table.

The look that gave each other as they talked was sickening to me. Why? Why can't he just look at me like the way he looks at her, with that memorize look.

I was snapped out of my thoughts on why he would never kiss me, I wasn't half as pretty as heather when Thomas asked her to with him to the meet he has tonight, he never asked me.

I lower my head allowing my dirty blond hair to cover my dark brown eyes. Tears started to fall down my cheeks.

"Newt, are you okay?"

I heard Minho asked me, Thomas, second in command.

As he asked the bell rang. I quickly got up and ran out of the cafeteria, leaving my friends confused.

I ran to the out of order bathroom to let my sobs out. I wish I was Heather. I cried to myself.

A few days have passed since that day. I made sure to stay away from Thomas these days. It was Saturday night and Minho was having a party for the new greenie that join the team. I normally don't come to these parties, but here I am leaning against a wall watching Thomas and Heather as they held hands. Thomas offered her a seat on the love couch.

Heather rest her head against his shoulder as Thomas wrapped an arm around her shoulder.

A shiver ran down my spine as I watch as he handed her his pale blue polyester sweater. I guess it looks better on her than it does on me.

I notice Gally walking by, but stop noticing me watching them. He stood in front of me, blocking my view of them.

"Here, drink this, it'll make you feel better."

He said handing me a plastic cup that probably had his 'special drink'. I took the gold awful drank and down it. I must have a low tolerance for the drink because I could feel it affecting me.

I felt Gally grab my wrist and pull me upstairs. I wasn't sure why he was taken me upstairs but once we were he started going through rooms, looking for an unoccupied room.

Once he found one he shoved me against the closed door. A painful groan left my lips once my back made contact with the door. I was about to yell at him but my lips were covered by his lips. I pushed him away looking at him in shock. I stare into his green eyes as he stares into my dark brown eyes.

He pushed his lips back against mine as he placed his rough hand against my throat. I slowly kissed him back. I snapped out of it once my brain finally caught up. I pushed him away from me and quickly gotten out of the room heading back downstairs. I want to go home. I held myself as I walked over to Thomas noticing Heather isn't there and he has his sweater back.

"Can we leave?"

I asked him a little shaky from what just happened.

Thomas nodded his head seeing my shaky form. He leads me out of the house and into his car.

As we made our way to my house I rested my head against the window, looking out at the starry night.

"Okay, what's up with you?"

He asked me.

That question hit me as I could feel my eyes water. I pulled my knees to my chest and crowd in them.

Thomas pulled the car over and turn it off. He turns to me and places a hand on my back, trying to comfort me.

"Newt?"

I looked up at him and star into his light brown eyes. I sat up and shoved his hand away from me. He moved his hand to my cheek and wipe away my tears.

"What's wrong Newt?"

He asked me. I wanted to punch him, he should know what is wrong.

"What's wrong?!"

I yelled at him.

"Why would you ever kiss me?

I'm not even half as pretty

You gave her your sweater

It's just polyester!"

I said with sarcasm.

"But you like her better

I wish I was -."

I was cut off by lips being pushed against mine. My eyes widen once my mind caught up that Thomas's lips were on mine!

"I would kiss you because you talk go much

You are more pretty

I gave her my sweater because she was cold and you still look better in it anyway.

Even if it's just polyester

And don't you dare finish that last part Newt! I don't even know what I would do without you in my life!"

My eyes widen seeing tears running down his face. I pulled him close to me as we both cried.

"You mean those things?"

I asked once we calmed down.

He nodded his head and pull me in another kiss.

"I'm sorry Newt that I made you feel like this way. I didn't imply hurting you."

He pulled me close to him. I smile at him and hug him.

"I forgive you."