and This is the last part Fakhriya_H sorry for being late girl forgive me hope i have make that up :) 

I continued walking as the tears fell from my eyes as I wiped them from my cheeks. How could it all have gone so wrong?

"Fakhriya!" I heard a voice shout but I ignored it.

"Hey, wait up!" The familiar voice of Shehry called as he approached me.

"What's wrong? Fakhriya, talk to me," he said concerned as he caught up to me.

"Go away Shehry, tell Hussain I'll be back for my coat and purse at some point," I sniffled.

"Why would I want to go away? Hussain's been worried about you and even if he hadn't have been I wouldn't just abandon you like that," Shehry said as I stopped walking and turned around to face him, smiling at him weakly.

"Thanks Shehry, but it seems like the one person I need has decided to abandon me," I said, fresh tears welling up in my eyes at how tonight had become so out of control.

"He hasn't given up on you, he won't." Shehry reassured me.

"Really? Then where is he?" I scoffed.

"I'm right here." I heard a voice say as I turned around noticing Hussain who was walking towards me.

He stopped as he got closer to me, his eyes red and full of tears, his cheeks tear stained as fresh tears fell onto his face.

I looked at him shocked, I had seen Hussain cry before but I wasn't expecting it with the way our relationship had been lately and the way things had turned out tonight.

"I'll leave you two to talk, were always here for you." Shehry said as he patted my shoulder gently before walking away and towards a car behind me which I had not noticed being there before.

"Why did you leave?" Hussain asked, his voice turning into a squeaking sound as his voice broke on him.

"Because you told me to," I said, not knowing what other kind of response he was looking for.

"I didn't expect you to actually go, I mean...I know we've been arguing a lot lately and I know I haven't been a good boyfriend and that there's a lot of things I could've done better but I didn't think you would just give up on us like that, on me." He said, pointing at himself as he spoke.

"If you didn't notice, I haven't given up on you, you were the one who gave up on me. I tried to fix us so many times and you just carried on the way you were, not seeming to have any interest to fix us," I explained.

"I know, I know I haven't been there for you or for us and I know I've been too concentrated on work and not you and I don't know why. I guess I was just stressed Fakhriya and I was only focusing on my work. I wasn't focusing on you because I thought you were fine. I never thought to check on you, I-I didn't realize how much I was hurting you." He said, whispering the last sentence as he shut his eyes tightly, a pained expression on his face.

Seeing him in such a state made my heart ache, but I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened and about what he had said. It still hurt.

"You told me to leave and you told me you didn't want me anymore. You pretty much said you didn't want our relationship and I can't see how you could've changed your mind so quickly," I said, my voice cracking as I spoke, neither of us having been in such an upset state before.

"You were almost certain that's what you wanted earlier. You gave me all of the answers I needed to make that decision to leave you." I added, tired.

"I wouldn't abandon you, ever. No matter what the circumstances were I wouldn't just let you leave me like that. You mean too much to me." He sniffled as a fresh wave of tears fell from his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, I love you so much and I just wasn't thinking earlier. I came home from work tired and stressed and I wanted to just be by myself and instead of listening to you, I didn't want to argue so I ended up saying some harsh words and I made you leave and I shouldn't have." Hussain explained.

"What were you expecting my reaction to be? For me to just stay like I usually do? There's a time when a persons had enough and when they've been hurt enough and I've had enough." I exclaimed, running a hand through my hair.

"I-I don't know, I just didn't expect you to go. I walked downstairs about an hour later to apologies and you weren't there. I didn't know where you were so I called the boys. I didn't see the point in calling you because I realized I must have hurt you for you to actually leave me and I didn't think you would answer." He responded as he came closer to me, reaching out to grab my hand as I reluctantly let him.

"I was too ashamed to call you myself. I knew I hurt you but I was worried about you and I needed to know you were okay," he said quietly, his eyes dropping with exhaustion at how today had been.

"Well I'm okay and I'll be fine, is that all you wanted?" I said, wiping my tears and pulling my hand away as Hussain's eyes held a hurt expression.

"You deserved an explanation and I love you," Hussain breathed, his eyebrows furrowing with confusion.

"I love you too, look this is really hard on the both of us so I think you should go home now, I'll be back to get my stuff." I said, sucking in a sharp breath as I prepared myself to loose Hussain for a second time tonight.

"No no no, please, I know it's too much to ask, but I just want you to come home. I don't want you to leave me for good." Hussain said as a sob escaped his lips, racking his body as I watched him with an ache in my heart.

"Don't you think you've hurt me enough? You told me you didn't want me and now you do. I'm not just going to come running when you've finished taking your stress out on me." I shouted.

Maybe I was harsh and I did feel guilty for saying that after I had said it. No matter what he said he didn't deserve that. I knew how easy it was to take my stress out on him, so I should have tried to be more understanding. Did he really deserve me to be more understanding? Probably not, but I loved him and love is a powerful thing.

"I'm sorry Hussain." I whispered as he brought me closer to him.

"Its okay, I deserved it. I never meant to take my stress out on you. I love you and I pushed you away and I'm sorry. I don't expect you to do what I want, but I want you to trust me. Trust that I love you and that I will put things right between us." He said, sounding desperate now.

"Do you want me to beg? I'll beg." Hussain warned as I shook my head.

"You don't need to do that," I whispered as he got down on his knees, holding my hands in his.

"Please forgive me," he begged.

"I forgive you." I smiled at him as he let go of my hands, wrapping his arms around my legs.

"Please come home?" He asked, looking up at me with wide watery eyes.

"I don't know, maybe we just need some time." I suggested, wanting to go home with him but trying to do the sensible thing.

"No, I won't let you go, you can't go." He cried as he held onto my legs tighter, not letting me go.

"Hussain, let go," I sighed.

"No," he refused as I sighed again.

"Alright, okay, I'll come home." I said as he got up, holding me close.

"You'll do what?" He asked, sounding surprised as I wiped the tears from his face.

"I'll come home," I nodded.

"Say it louder, I need to know I'm hearing right," he said with a smile as I laughed.

"I'll come home." I said louder as he began to pepper my face with kisses.

"Thank you so much, I won't make the same mistake again, it hurt me too much." He said holding me tighter as he kissed my forehead.

"You've got some work to do though," I told him as he nodded.

"I wouldn't have expected less," he said as he kissed me.

We needed each other and that hadn't gone unnoticed by any of us.

"I love you Hussain, don't cry like that again, please." I sighed, kissing the top of his head.

"I love you too and I couldn't bear the thought that I had lost you." He whimpered as I rubbed his back soothingly.

"It's okay. Come on let's go home." I said, taking his hand in mine.

"I'm so happy, I've got my baby back." He said, sighing in relief and wiping his tears as he smiled at me, his one dimple showing.

I couldn't leave this boy all together, even though I tried to be sensible, maybe this was the more sensible choice. I love him and he is my everything, I don't know how I would have pictured my life without him.