He pressed me under him, his kiss growing more eager. An indistinct sound emerged from my throat, quickly swallowed by the sound of Alex's ferocious sucking at my lower lip. He forced his way into my mouth, his tongue exploring every corner, leaving me breathless.

Soon, our clothes were discarded, and we were stroking each other’s hard lengths.

"Fuck... babe..." he moaned when I took his cum-dipping dick into my mouth and sucked it. It had been so long since I’d done this, and his arousal was overwhelming.

My mind briefly wandered to the woman I'd seen him with earlier, but I pushed the thought aside, focusing on the moment. His hands tangled in my hair as he guided me, his moans growing louder.

As I pleasured him, a mix of anger, confusion, and desire swirled within me. I could feel his body tensing, his breathing becoming more erratic as he neared his climax.

Alex began to move his hips as I increased my speed. I looked up at him, maintaining eye contact as I continued to move my mouth up and down, sucking his dick. He gave me a satisfied smile as our eyes met, his hands pressing my head to take him deeper, hitting the end of my throat.

"Babe, it feels so good inside your mouth," he said in a shaky breath. Just as he was on the verge of breaking, I abruptly pulled his dick out of my mouth and sat on the bed, staring at him intensely.
Anger surged through me, but fear held me back from asking the questions swirling in my mind. Alex was completely stunned when I stopped suddenly.

"Babe? What's wrong?" He reached to take my hand, but I threw his hand away, my eyes blazing with anger.

His expression darkened, realizing something was wrong. "Babe..."

I shot him an angry look, and he immediately fell silent. The room was thick with tension, the unspoken questions weighing heavily in the air.

"Let me ask you one thing. Are you planning to get married in the future or not?" I blurted out before I could stop myself.

"What? Where is this coming from?" He was confused.

He straightened himself and faced me. "Just answer me. You know we are both men. It's impossible for us to get married and have a child. So..."

I just wanted to be clear now so it wouldn't be painful later when he chose some woman over me. After meeting his sister today and seeing him with that woman, I realized that our future is so blurry.

He is the son of his family, and they will obviously want grandchildren. But I can't give them that; I'm a man. What if Alex also wants children in the future? What if, as his sister said today, he was just acting impulsively? What if he regrets being with me in the end?

"Don't you dare finish your sentence," he interrupted, his eyes burning with anger. He threw me on the bed and pressed me under him. I looked at him with an unwavering gaze. "Why? This is the truth. And we have to accept it..."

Before I could finish my words, he slammed his lips on mine, kissing me fiercely. I gasped for air as his anger fueled his kiss, making it harsh and desperate. When he finally pulled away, his eyes were terrifying, and his breath was ragged with rage. He grabbed my neck tightly, making it hard for me to breathe.

"You are mine. Don't even think that I'll ever let you go. What nonsense is going on in your head?" he yelled. I didn't struggle to push him away; I just watched him.

"Speak," he shouted when I didn't answer. This was the first time I saw him this angry.

"Nothing is going on in my head. I was just pointing out facts," I said slowly because his grip didn't loosen around my throat.

"Facts? Don't think I don't know what is going on in your mind. Babe, don't you dare test my patience. You have only seen my love. If you try to push me away, you'll see my true face," he said through gritted teeth. I stared at him for a moment and then relaxed my shoulders. I couldn't win against him, and I didn't want to ruin our moment anymore.

I raised my hands and cupped his face.

"Relax, calm down." My fingers traced over his lips, and his body immediately relaxed.

He loosened his grip on my throat, and I pulled him in for a kiss. As our lips met, I felt hot liquid on my cheek and pushed him away. My heart shattered seeing tears streaming down his face.

"Shhh... why are you crying?" I was stunned to see his tears.

"I love you," he whispered, his voice breaking. "I can't stand the thought of losing you. You're my everything."

My heart ached, and I realized how deeply he felt for me. I held him close, whispering reassurances. "I'm sorry for doubting us. I believe in our love. We'll figure this out together."

I had promised myself that I would trust Alex and give us a chance, but his sudden change in behavior is making me more suspicious.

I even saw him with the same girl from that night at the restaurant. But I never asked him any questions because he knew if he cheated on me, he would lose me forever.

"Leo, can you come with me to the library?" Sarah said as she was leaving the classroom. We had been extremely busy with our assignment, and tomorrow was the deadline.

"You go, I'll catch up with you later," I replied as I hurried to pack my bag. "Leo, we need to finish it. Don't forget," she said as she walked out of the classroom, warning me. But I ignored her warning and rushed toward the medical block. I had promised Alex that I'd meet him during the break. As I was going, I messaged him, but he didn't respond. I thought maybe he was busy with his studies, so I decided to go to his classroom. But just as I was about to turn the corner, I saw Alex, Ethan, Aiden, and that same girl who is often with Alex these days.

I hid in a corner since I was close enough to hear them. But the girl said goodbye and left, and I couldn't hear what they talked about.

But after that, what I heard shattered my world completely; it felt like the ground slipped from under my feet. "When are you planning to tell Leo everything?" Ethan asked, frustration evident in his voice. What was Alex hiding from me? "I'll tell him soon," Alex said while rubbing his temple. "When? After your wedding?" Ethan added.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Wedding? Alex was getting married? To whom? My mind was racing, and I felt a wave of panic.

"Listen, it's complicated," Alex replied, sounding defeated. "I need to find the right time."

Aiden heavily sighed. "The longer you wait, the worse it will be. You have to tell him, Alex. It's not fair to keep this from him."

"Don't tell me you're still not serious about Leo and just pretending to love him so you can make him fall and win?" Aiden suddenly asked. I stood frozen, my heart pounding in my chest. Alex didn't say anything, and his silence made me even more doubtful. "Do you still see Leo as a game?" Ethan asked anxiously.

I couldn’t take it anymore. I stepped out from my hiding spot, my heart pounding. Alex was facing the other way, so he didn't see me, but Ethan and Aiden did. Their eyes widened in shock. "Leo?" they both said almost simultaneously. Alex slowly turned around and turned pale when he saw me. Ethan and Aiden exchanged worried glances.

"Leo... babe," Alex stammered. My entire body was shaking, and not a single word came out of my mouth.

I felt a mix of anger, betrayal, and sadness.

"Babe, it's not what you think, listen to me," Alex said, his voice breaking. "I never meant to hurt you." He reached to grab my hands, but I stepped back, tears welling up in my eyes. Without hesitation, I slapped him across his soft cheek.

Alex was completely blank, touching his cheek with a trembling hand as tears streamed down his face. Aiden and Ethan looked at me in shock.

"You only deserve this. You don't deserve my love. But I wish you a very happy married life." I turned around and began to walk away, but Alex grabbed my hand to stop me.

"Babe..." His hand was about to touch my face, but I pushed him away.

"Don't you dare follow me," I warned, pointing a finger at him with bloodshot eyes before walking away. I could hear his cries, but everything was too much for me to accept. Had he lied to me? Was all his love fake? Was he just playing with me?

I never felt that he was just playing with me, but I also couldn't deny what I had just heard.
He knew he was the only person in the entire world for me. I never trusted anyone but him. I gave him my heart, my everything, but what did he do to me? My world seemed empty, and I couldn't see my next step. I got on my bike and started it. I didn't know where I was going; I just wanted to disappear from this world. I had always been a weak person, no matter how much I tried to hide it. Since I began to feel for Alex, I had hoped that I deserved happiness and love, but I was wrong.

"You are just a curse in my life. You don't deserve any happiness," my mind buzzed with past memories. Being beaten by my father, my mother's hurtful words—everything came flooding back. My head began to throb with sharp pain, and my grip on the bike started to slip.

I struggled to keep my focus, but the pain and memories were overwhelming. My vision blurred as tears streamed down my face, mixing with the rain that had started to fall. I had to pull over before I lost control completely.

I found a small, deserted park and stopped my bike, collapsing onto a bench. The world around me felt distant and unreal. I buried my face in my hands, sobbing uncontrollably.

All the hope I had placed in Alex, all the dreams of happiness and love, were shattered. The weight of my past and the betrayal I felt now were too much to bear. I thought about my father’s beatings and my mother’s cruel words, and how I had clung to the idea that Alex was different.

But now, even that hope is gone.

I felt utterly alone, consumed by pain and despair. As the rain continued to pour, I wished I could just vanish, to escape from this unbearable reality.
All of a sudden, my phone, nestled in my bag, started ringing insistently. I fumbled to retrieve it and saw that it was my boss calling.

"Hello, boss," I answered nervously, careful to mask any hint of the turmoil raging within me. I couldn't afford to let him sense any weakness in my voice.

"Leo, come to the office right now," his voice commanded with such urgency that my heart skipped a beat. Without hesitation, I leaped onto my bike and sped off towards his office, my mind racing with worries about what awaited me there.