ALEX

I stood there in the bathroom, my back against the wall. My thoughts were empty, devoid of any understanding of what had just transpired.

I found it difficult to accept the reality of what I had just experienced - engaging in a sexual encounter with someone I considered my enemy. 

The source of my repulsion was not the fact that it was with a man, but the realization that it was with Leo, someone I loathed.

My disdain for Leo ran deep. 

When he initially kissed me, I was shocked, but the second kiss shattered something within me, and I became lost in that moment.

"Fuck!" I shouted in anger, replaying the encounter in my mind. My fury surged, and I couldn't hold it in. I hastily adjusted my clothes, put on my T-shirt, and left the bathroom.

I needed an outlet for this rage; otherwise, it threatened to consume me entirely. I was overwhelmed by self-disgust and the need to find a way to release my pent-up emotions.

As I made my way out of the bathroom, suddenly two figures emerged before me, causing me to stumble back in shock.

"What the hell?" I shot an angry look at Ethan and Aiden.

"That's exactly our question: what the hell is going on?" Ethan exclaimed with a stern voice. I stared at them, perplexed.

"What?" They both took a sharp breath as their eyes exchanged a tense glare.

"What's happening between you and Leo?" Aiden inquired, and I narrowed my eyes.

"What are you talking about? There's nothing happening," I blurted out, but my panic was evident in my voice. They both laughed in disbelief.

"You can't lie to us; everything is clear in front of our eyes," Ethan stated as his gaze trailed down my body.

I followed his line of sight and looked down, realizing I was wearing Leo's T-shirt.
"Shit," my heart seemed to leap into my throat. How have I missed this? My face grew hot with embarrassment.

"So," Ethan prompted, and I shifted my gaze to him. They were both waiting for an explanation.

They were my best friends, so telling them the truth shouldn't be a problem, but this felt so disgusting. I knew they wouldn't let me off the hook without answers.

Trying to escape the uncomfortable moment, I walked towards the exit, and they followed. We reached our car, and I slid into the back seat. Aiden took the driver's seat, and Ethan sat beside me.

Aiden didn't start the car; they both kept their eyes fixed on me. I couldn't bring myself to meet their gaze and turned my head away.

"we had sex"

I clenched my teeth, struggling to find the right words. They slipped out of my mouth, and their eyes widened in disbelief, covering their mouths in shock.

"I don't..." I was stumbling, frustration gnawing at my mind.

"I don't know how this happened," I managed, running my hands through my hair.

They exchanged astonished glances.

"You fell in love with Leo?" Ethan suddenly asked, prompting a glare from me.

"Are you out of your mind? Love? Him?" I was seething with anger. Ethan straightened up and leaned back in his seat.

"No, you see, you can't just have sex with anyone if you don't feel anything," Ethan reasoned.

Aiden and I couldn't help but laugh at his innocence, watching as confusion spread across his face.

"We can't even remember how many women we've slept with, so we have feelings for everyone?" Aiden chimed in, making Ethan sigh in understanding.

Ethan was the only one in our group who was still a virgin, waiting for the right person. Yes, he is gay.

Aiden and I, on the other hand, were different. We were notorious womanizers, never sleeping with the same woman a second time.

"So, what's this about Leo?" 

Ethan inquired, and my expression faltered.

"Wait a second. I know what he's going to say, so I want to capture this," Aiden intervened. He grabbed his phone and positioned it in front of me.

"Now speak," he urged. I let out a sigh at his playful insistence.

"Nothing is going on between us. I just can't stand him," I said, exasperated.

"Are you absolutely sure?" Ethan pressed, and frustration made my eyes narrow.

"I'm sure! Just because I had sex with someone, does it mean I have to feel something? What's wrong with you?" His questions left me utterly confused.

"Let me make this clear: we're putting an end to this discussion here. There is nothing between Leo and me, nor will there ever be. I just can't stand him. I'd rather die than have feelings for him," I firmly declared, my frustration palpable.

Every fiber of my being was buzzing with exasperation. Anything might be possible in this world, but the one thing that was impossible between us was anything other than hate.

I don't know why but I just hate him, without any reason. 

We're like completely impossible things. They didn't ask any more questions, so I felt relieved and closed my eyes.

Aiden started the car, and we drove to our hostel. After entering my room, I walked directly into my bathroom and took off my clothes. I threw Leo's t-shirt in the dustbin.

I turned on the shower and shut my eyes, allowing the water to soothe my frustrations, though it was not proving very effective.

My thoughts wandered back to our kiss, and suddenly I felt my nerves awakening within my body, giving me an unfamiliar sensation.

The way Leo kissed me was unlike anything I had experienced before. 

It had the power to make me forget everything and completely lose myself. Even now, I can still feel the imprint of his kiss and his touch on my body.

I felt my hand move instinctively, gently grasping my penis. I could feel it becoming more rigid.

My cock stood at attention. I can't understand why, just thinking about Leo I was so turned on.  I slowly worked on my cock. It was not completely hard yet, but It was slowly rising.

"Mmm." Just slowly moving my hand up and down the shaft turned me on. It was working well. I closed my eyes and started to move my hand faster as my dick got bigger in my hands. It was almost all the way up to its full inches. I feel like Leo was kissing me and his palm on my dick. Damn, this feels so good. 

"Oh yes,"  I slowly stroke my dick up and down, my breathing becoming ragged.  I looked down at my cock as I pounded away on it. It felt great, the feeling intensifying with each stroke.

 "Alex" I heard Leo's voice in my ear, as his teeth graze my ear.  

My dick throbbed in my hand while I rubbed it vigorously. 

"Ah...fuck"

I felt an edge about the cliff as I stroked the pulsing member faster. The more I fisted it, the bigger it grew in my hand, and I fucking loved it. 

 I felt so alive, the burning sensation creating a current through my veins. I pumped harder. 

When I was close to the edge, I cupped and massaged my balls, playing with the soft skin. Then I held my cock with my right hand and cupped the balls with my left hand, and gently pulled on them. 

Leo's lips found my nipple and he took my right nipple between his teeth and his finger played with my left nipple.  

"Oh fuck. This feels so good, loser."

I was so close. I could feel it as the pleasure spasmed through me. 

But as 'loser' words slip out of my lips. My eyes snapped open. And finally, I realized what I was doing. I looked down at myself. It was so hard as a rock.  I stumble back.

 How could I think Leo?

This never happened before, I had never thought of anyone while Masturbating.  I must have gone crazy. As frustration builds in my heart, my dick calms down. 

Masturbating while thinking about Leo was like a nightmare for me.