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Jimin lay on the couch in Rosalia's living room, the remnants of their passionate encounter replaying in his mind like a vivid film. He couldn't shake the feeling of exhilaration mixed with a bit of disbelief. How had he been lucky enough to share such an intimate moment with her? As he stared at the ceiling, his thoughts spiraled back to the night they had just shared, a whirlwind of desire, warmth, and connection that felt both exhilarating and terrifying.

Their dinner had started as a casual meal, the air filled with the scent of garlic and herbs wafting from the pasta he had prepared. But it had quickly transformed into something electric, charged with the unspoken chemistry that had been building between them since they had reconnected. He could still feel the heat of her skin beneath his fingers, the way she had looked at him with those captivating eyes—so full of trust and longing.

Jimin's heart raced at the thought of how he had explored every inch of her body, taking his time to savor the moment, to taste her sweetness as he had never imagined possible. She was no longer just the shy girl from school; she was a woman, fierce and beautiful, and she had awakened something in him that he thought had been dormant for years.

But it wasn’t just the physical connection that had ignited him; it was the emotional bond they shared. The way she had blushed when he teased her, the soft laughter that bubbled from her lips, and the way she had leaned into him as if he was her safe haven—it all made him feel like he was falling for her all over again.

Yet, beneath the surface of his euphoria lingered an unease. Jimin knew the complexities of his life—his duties as a mafia operative, the dangers that loomed over them. He couldn't help but worry about what would happen if their worlds collided. Would she understand? Would she still want him if she knew the truth about the darkness he navigated?

His mind drifted to the way Rosalia had looked at him during their encounter—eyes wide, breath quickening, lips parted in pleasure. The sheer vulnerability she had shown him was something he had never taken lightly. She had given him her trust, and in return, he had vowed to cherish and protect her. He had never imagined that he could experience something so raw and beautiful, something that felt almost sacred.

As he thought back to the way he had explored her body, tracing his fingers along her curves, Jimin couldn’t help but feel a surge of possessiveness. She was his, and he intended to treat her as such. The way her skin had felt against his, the soft moans that escaped her lips as he had taken his time, tasting her—every moment had been intoxicating. She had become his obsession, and he was more than willing to let her in, to show her every part of himself.

But then came the guilt. Jimin had seen too many lives torn apart by the brutal reality of his world. He had watched friends lose everything, their lives hanging by a thread due to decisions made in the heat of the moment. Could he risk bringing that chaos into her life? Could he live with himself if something happened to her because of his choices?

A knock at the door pulled him from his spiraling thoughts. It was Jin, his friend and confidant. He had forgotten the time; he had been lost in his memories of Rosalia. With a quick shake of his head, he pushed himself off the couch and made his way to the door.

“Hey, man. I was just checking in on you,” Jin said as he stepped inside. “You’ve been in there for a while. Everything okay?”

“Yeah, just lost in thought,” Jimin replied, trying to sound casual. He knew he couldn’t let Jin see the turmoil brewing beneath his surface.

“About Rosalia?” Jin asked, a knowing smile on his face.

Jimin nodded, his heart swelling at the thought of her. “I can’t believe how incredible she is, hyung. I just… I never expected it to be like this.”

Jin chuckled, leaning against the wall. “You two have been dancing around each other for too long. It was only a matter of time before something happened.”

“It feels different this time,” Jimin said, running a hand through his hair in frustration. “I’m falling for her, and I’m terrified. I don’t want to bring her into my world. She deserves so much more than that.”

Jin’s expression shifted to one of seriousness. “You can’t protect her from everything, Jimin. Life is unpredictable. But you have to let her decide if she wants to be a part of it. If she loves you, she’ll understand.”

Jimin sighed, the weight of his friend’s words settling heavily on his shoulders. “I know, but I just… I don’t want to ruin her life. I don’t want to put her in danger.”

“You can’t think like that,” Jin urged. “You’re already involved. You can’t keep her in the dark forever. Trust her to make her own decisions. And trust yourself to be the man she deserves.”

Jimin appreciated Jin’s perspective, but doubt still gnawed at him. He couldn’t shake the images of violence and betrayal that filled his world, the fear that constantly loomed over his head. What if he couldn’t protect her? What if the next mission went wrong?

“I just want to be the best for her,” Jimin admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.

“You will be,” Jin replied firmly. “You just have to be honest with her. Open up. Let her in on your fears and insecurities. That’s what a relationship is built on.”

With a reluctant nod, Jimin knew Jin was right. He needed to talk to Rosalia, to share the burdens he had been carrying alone. But how could he find the words to explain the darkness that lurked just beneath the surface?

“Thanks, hyung,” Jimin said, his voice steadying. “I’ll talk to her. I need to be honest.”

“Good. Just remember to be vulnerable,” Jin advised. “It’ll bring you closer.”

As Jin left, Jimin stood alone in the living room, the shadows of his worries creeping back in. But one thought remained clear in his mind: he would do anything to protect Rosalia. She was worth fighting for, and he wouldn’t let fear dictate their future.

The rest of the night was a blur of contemplation. He paced around the apartment, the echoes of their laughter and intimacy replaying in his mind. Images of her blissful expression as he had kissed her, the way she had melted into his touch—those memories brought him warmth even as doubt gnawed at his insides.

He knew that tomorrow, he would sit down with Rosalia and lay his heart bare. He had to be honest, not just for her sake but for his own. Their connection was too important to let the shadows of his past seep in and poison the present.

With that determination fueling him, Jimin settled on the couch, the soft glow of the lamp illuminating his path forward. Tomorrow would be a new day—a chance to build something beautiful together, even amidst the chaos of their lives. And he would make sure that, whatever came their way, he would be there for Rosalia, ready to face the world together.

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