Hi guys so before I start this chapter clearly my form of writing has changed a bit... and i have let you know why and if you don't know check out "Entering Reality" but here's this chapter.

Tomika's POV

Tomika: Dear Andrew,
You raped me. You beat me. You molested me. But... I forgive you. But I will NEVER forget what you did. You took my innocence I no longer have meaning in that word. Good bye. Forever I hope you get what you deserve and God forgives you for your sins.
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Tomika:
Look what he's done to me
It isn't fair
My light was bright and new
But he didn't care
He took the heart of a little girl
And made it grow up too fast

Now words like "innocence"
Don't mean a thing
I hear the music play
But i can't sing
Those pictures in my mind
Keep me locked up inside my past

Band:
This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You am
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl

Tomika:
Those damaged goods i see
In your reflection
Love sees them differently
Love sees perfection
A beautiful display
Of healing on the way tonight
Tonight

Band:
This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You am
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl

Tomika:
Let my tears touch to the ground
Lay my shattered pieces down
And be amazed by how Grace can take a broken girl
And put her back together again

Band:
This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You am
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl

I fell to the ground the second we finished the song and started crying Summer came over and hugged me. She stopped talking again. I keep acting like a "hoe" bc that's what I am now... i guess some things never change. But that's okay.